Nope redoing

Forgotten memories

      Finally getting inside I go up to the washroom to take a shower since I know my hair is just f****d from being in the water then put into a bun. "God damn it should have known this f*****g hair!!" I grumble combing out the baby fist sized knot's. I start to gaze at my figure though sometimes I wish I wasn't so pale it almost seems unreal how truely pale iam. I love my body though I've always thought I had the perfect figure. Not rail thin skinny or be to thick, like the perfect slim thickness size. Yet how I wish my breasts were bigger their just a freaking fat handful not enough for cleavage but enough to where your 'oh she has t**s,nice' size if that makes sense. But my ass though that, that is my favorite part of my body besides my eye's. It's just so bouncy and perfectly round like a fat upside down heart. I've always thought I was different because of my eyes. But tonight with the hot weirdo I don't know I feel kinda special now. Not so much just a weirdo as they always say except for Gramp's. I originally have his dirty blonde hair color he said my mother had the same Color too. Then I decided a change was needed and have dyed my hair crimson red for years. 

    I make a face or two then turn on my favorite podcast 'The last podcast on the right' their funny as f**k. About all sorts of creepy subjects fictional and real plus so many jokes. I smile and laugh as continue to was using my special hair products to keep my hair color in. I finish up drying off as I wipe off the fog on the mirror I jump seeing that weirdo in the window from the mirror. I grab my f**k em up bathroom hatchet and pop open the window. "What the f**k do you want weirdo?!!!!" I yell out scanning the shadows of the trees and little walk way. I throw a penny into the darkness, "stupid hot weirdo showing up in reflection's. Freaking creeper. Humph" I mumble confused shutting the window locking it then drawing the blinds.

  I continue brushing my hair them changing into a coveted horror movie T-shirt of which I have many and little black booty shorts. It clicks though what the hot weirdo said about my eyes and the ring I've always had, I bite my bottom lip then smile "f**k it why not" I giggle and start to slide my ring off. I take a breath then look in the mirror and fall back almost fainting. "W-what the fuck...this, this can't be f*****g real.." I struggle to stand and when I do I grasp the sides of the sink. I gaze upwards slowly into the mirror seeing one pink and one purple eye stating back from where my blue and brown eyes were. Except they seemed so much more complex. Have you ever seem a two toned lava lamp? They were almost just the same as that. So intensely colored yet glittery too. I gasp then sit back down on the bathroom floor slipping my rim back on. Who would have thought a simple little plain black skull pearl ring could keep such a secret from me. Good thing tomorrow is Saturday and can sleep for aslong as I want.

  Walking to my bedroom almost staggering from the shock of what I saw I close my bedroom door and throw myself on my bed. Stretching out, yawning "who'd have thought this little s**t town would get a bit more interesting." I whisper as I grab my giant fuzzy body pillow drifting off to sleep.

    I awake in a small child's room seemingly familiar...actually wait this..this is my room. But I don't remember anything before 9years old. 'What the f**k is this I can't speak?!! Wait.. Is that little me?? '. I stumble towards the bed and see a little girl awakening and her eyes. Oh my god their.. Their just like mine like the pink and purple. A sudden knock on the door and then woosh its like on thrown into another scene this time the little me is playing outside on her bike. I watch as I struggle to ride without the extra wheels getting !ore frustrated until an older boy comes over. Instantly my hairs standup as I watch him, I don't know why but don't want him near little me. He looks over to me and grins then continues talking to little me. 'What the f**k did.. Did you just grin at me you f*****g pedo?!!' I dig my nails into the dirt not knowing what to do if this is even real. "Oh yes little one this is real. You will remember me. No matter how much it hurts us." Whispers a voice in a chilling tone into my ear. I flip around seeing nothing so I etch closer to little me and Mr.pedo.

 "I just really wanna learn and and nobodies teaching me.." Says little me with tears in her eyes.

"Awh well you make a promise to me and I'll help you?" Grinned the teen guy.

"Welp I dunno you though? " mumbles little me as I cheer her on like yasss smart me.

"Oooh in that case I'm Jason Blackwell, ya see that house with the dark red car that's where I live." He says smiling, "now you know me, so what's your name?" He asks.

 "I'm Blithe Rose it means happy flower!! So what's the promise?" Little me asks smiling but pulling on the bottom of her little shirt.

"That I get to be your first. First everything, like this first person to help teach you something little one." He grins biting his lip. Oh no little me don't do it this jag off is a total creep just go home!!

 "OK Jason I prowise that you can be the first for stuffs!!" Little me yells jumping as the perv actually teaches little me to ride a bike. I look so innocent and not so broken like now. Woosh and f*****g again thrown into another scene this time its almost dusk the darkness just barely seeping through the sky. I see little me sitting by a small pool kicking my feet in the water smiling. Splash 

"Rawwrrrrrr I'm gonna get you princess!!!" Yelled Jason as he broke through from under the water and grabbing little me giggling together then plopping little me back on the edge.

 "Your de best Jason its been so so much fun this summer!! I don't tink it could get anymore fun." Little me says smiling happily.

I watch as Jason inches closer to little me pushing back his jet black hair that almost seems silver in the moonlight grinning at little me. "Well I know one thing little one, just close your eyes for me." He bites his lip menacingly. Little me smiles and closes her eyes waiting. That fucker turns to me again blowing a kiss then grabbing little mes thighs rubbing them gently causing little me to blush. Leaning up to her missing her and holding her neck with one hand a little thigh with the other. I freak the f**k out trying to scream and yell but nothing coming out. He won't loosen his grasp on her but for some f*****g reason she's not fighting him??

He lowers his hand touching between her thighs making her tremble as he continues kissing her. "I will be your first no matter the time nor distance you can't leave me behind little one.." He says in between breaths almost with sadness. You almost want to feel bad for the perv in a way. 

Little me stares back with her face flushed whimpering and whispering somthing can't make out what. But it must have been a yes cause Jason's eyes light up literally light the Frick up!!