The truly incredible pleasure of this makes it impossible to think of anything but imponderably honored ecstasy. Then I can’t think at all but only squirm and strain and mindlessly moan and convulse all over again, time after time as my unbelievably attractive and expert owner increases her rhythm even more. For an immensely frustrating eternity then she persists in stimulating me nearly beyond bearing, until the clues I should have pursued recede from me completely. And of course, even when this ordeal by ecstasy finishes it is only because Goddess Dara deems the time is now ripe for an even more incomprehensible honor.
This is a possibility she suggested to me the very first day of my ownership, and again after first letting me nurse. I never dared dream I might eventually earn it. Appa
