Sorry, I am in love with him

Our night

“Here is your tea. Drink it while still warm, honey,” said Andrew, emerging from the kitchen towards the TV room, where we would enjoy the food we had bought earlier. Andrew had already warmed it up in the microwave. He also opened our sofa into a sofa bed so that we had a bigger space to eat while watching a popular movie right now. Andrew really treated me like a weak princess. Well, I was weak right now.

“Thank you. Oh my gosh, I forgot to call Calvin,” I exclaimed while immediately grabbing my cell phone from the table. I searched for Calvin’s name and immediately called him.

“Yes, Lisa, yes…. I’ve canceled all your schedule tomorrow. Look at your calendar, it’s been empty for the past 3 days. Andrew has asked me to clear your schedule tomorrow.” Calvin said when the call connected.

“Thank you Calvin, you are the best!” I replied.

“Put the phone on speaker, quickly!” Calvin asked. I turned on the speaker on my cellphone. I saw Andrew smiling as if he knew what Calvin had just said.

“That’s it,” I said to Calvin.

“Remember, make as many children as you like. I can’t wait to add to my job description as a handsome, fun, and kind uncle.” Calvin shouted.

“Hey! What are you talking about! We were just watching TV and enjoying fried chicken!” I shouted. I could feel my face turning red because of Calvin’s words. Andrew who saw that laughed out loud. “I’m recharging Lisa’s energy first, then I’ll play with her body again. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure Lisa gets pregnant after this.” Andrew said. I immediately hit Andrew’s hand when I heard his answer to Calvin. These two men shouldn’t be together because their mouths will be dangerous.

“Good, make sure he sleeps without clothes tonight so I can have a nephew soon,” Calvin replied.

“Okay, enough, your words are getting more and more unfiltered. Thank you Calvin. Bye,” I got angry and hung up the phone. I glared at Andrew who was laughing out loud.

“I’m sorry, honey. But your face is funny right now, " he said while still trying to stop his laughter. He looked very satisfied, seeing my face turn red after hearing their conversation just now.

I immediately took the chicken from one of the boxes and immediately ate it. I didn't care about Andrew who was still laughing at what happened earlier. I took the TV remote and randomly chose a movie available so that I wouldn't focus on his laughter. Sometimes this man can be very annoying like this.

"Is this a good movie, honey?" Andrew asked me after he was able to stop laughing. I shrugged my shoulders because I didn't know what movie I chose. I just pressed the first movie that appeared.

"Is this a horror movie ? Are you sure you want to watch it?" Andrew asked me. I'm not a fan of horror movies, to be precise, I really avoid horror movies. Too prestigious, I chose to watch it anyway. After all, Andrew is home for tonight and tomorrow so I don't need to be afraid.

"I want to watch it." I answered curtly while focusing on the chicken in my hand. I saw Andrew smiling at me and hugging my waist.

"Okay honey, I'll go along. After all, I'm more interested in you than any movie you put on." He whispered then kissed my ear.

"Eat the chicken or you'll get sick. Did you eat properly while you were at the office? Don't sacrifice your health just for the sake of work," I said still curtly. I don't know why I really want to grumble at him right now. I want to try to be an annoying wife for my husband once in a while.

"Okay honey. I'm sorry, I was just kidding honey. You're so adorable when you're angry honey," Andrew said while kissing my cheek. "By the way, are you sure you want to watch this movie honey? I read the review earlier, this movie is very tense. Are you sure honey can watch it until the end?" Andrew asked while biting the chicken that I had prepared on his plate.

"I want to watch it. Why? Are you scared?" I said still curtly.

"No honey, I'm just making sure that you really will be able to watch it." Andrew replied while stroking my head.

"Okay, let's change it. I want to watch a romantic movie. But I want you to choose it." I said giving the TV remote to Andrew. Andrew took the remote from my hand and started looking for a movie that I might like.

"How about this movie? Do you like it?" Andrew asked, pointing to a romantic movie. I read the synopsis that was displayed, it seemed interesting. The movie tells the story of a woman who is forced to marry a man chosen by her parents.

"Okay," I answered briefly. Andrew immediately sat back down next to me after pressing the 'play' button while carrying a plate that still contained several pieces of chicken. We watched in silence, only the sound of chewing and chicken bones hitting the glass plate could be heard. Andrew finished eating first and immediately headed to the kitchen.

“Just put it on the table, I’ll wash it later,” I said to Andrew, shouting a little.

“It’s just one plate, I’ll wash it,” Andrew replied. I watched the body of the man I’ve been married for almost 7 years from behind. It was truly perfect no matter where you looked at it. His stature was so dashing, even though he was only wearing a t-shirt and boxer shorts, his masculinity did not fade. His hair which was still wet and uncombed added to the sexiness of the man who was currently washing his own dishes.

“Is there something wrong with me, honey? You haven’t blinked when you saw me.” Andrew’s voice woke me up from my daydream which was almost turning wild. My brain was out of control right now. Everything related to my husband made me wild and naughty. I must meditate a lot from now on so that my brain returns to normal.

Andrew sat down next to me again and put his arm around me so that I could lean on him. Comfortable. Very comfortable and calming. “Your hair is still wet, do you want me to help you dry it? I’ll get your hairdryer here.” Andrew said, kissing my head. I just nodded and let Andrew get up and go to the wardrobe. He came back with a comb and hairdryer in his hands. “Honey, you have so many combs, I don’t know which one is the right one to dry your hair so I just took the one like this.” Andrew showed me the items he brought while pouting his lips. I laughed at his behavior which was very different from his attitude a few hours ago.

I patted the space next to me, signaling him to sit next to me. “It’s okay, that one is also correct.” I lied. Andrew immediately plugged the hairdryer into the electricity and started turning it on.

“Sit in front of me so you can still watch TV, I’ll dry your hair.” I immediately shifted my seat in front of Andrew. I could feel Andrew starting to comb my hair while spraying the hairdryer with very low wind. I could feel Andrew doing it very carefully. He proved his words to my parents to always take care of me and ensure my happiness,

Ah, speaking of happiness, it seems like the right time to ask why he rarely wants to touch me and play as much as before.

“Andrew, there’s something I want to ask. May I?” I asked.

“Anything, honey. You’re free to ask me anything or request anything you want, no need to ask my permission.” Andrew replied.

“Why you not touch me often since we got married? Is my body not attractive? We’ve only done it twice amazingly, the sixth time we just did it casually. I don’t even feel like you’re enjoying it. Is there something wrong with me? Am I not good enough for you?” I asked. Andrew immediately turned off the hairdryer and put it on the small table next to him.

“Honey, forgive me if you think like that. It’s not that I don’t want you honey. I really enjoy your body. I am addicted to your body. But I’m too afraid that I will hurt you honey. I swear to God, I didn’t marry you to satisfy my great lust honey. I married you because I love you, I want to take care of you, I want to be with you until my last breath. I will never leave you no matter how big and fatal your mistake is, I will never leave you honey. I can’t live without you. I will let you go if you ask for it yourself. I just want you to be happy honey.” Andrew hugged me from behind very tightly. “I restrained myself from doing it roughly and scaring you. I always do it quickly so you don’t get hurt honey. I’m sorry. My fear made you think things that like that. Please forgive me. I’m just really afraid of losing you honey. You are too precious for me to be hurt, and I know my libido is too dangerous, that’s why I chose to avoid you rather than scare you later.” Andrew tightened his hug and kissed my shoulder. It turned out that all this time we both had the same thoughts. Both were afraid that our partners would feel uncomfortable with our great biological needs.

"Andrew, you know, I think the same as you. I'm always afraid when I can't control my moans, I'm afraid you'll be disgusted if I moan too much. I'm afraid that you'll judge me like a trash woman when I ask for more from you. I'm afraid that when I orgasm, you'll think I'm too naughty. I sometimes want to ask you but I'm afraid you'll see me as a chicken because of it. I always wonder if I'm too old-fashioned that you're lazy to touch me. Do you have another woman who can satisfy you more than me out there? If you have that, I'm afraid the media will find out, I don't want your mother to be disappointed by that news. I….”my words stopped. Andrew kissed my lips very aggressively. When I started to enjoy it, Andrew release it and looked into my eyes deeply. His eyes were already wet, he was crying. Oh my God, did I say something wrong?

“Don't ever think like that again honey. For God's sake there is no woman more attractive in my eyes than you. You are the most beautiful for me Lisa. Please, never think like that. I have never seen you like that honey. I'm glad you enjoyed it too. You can ask first honey. I will be very happy if you do that. Please never think like that again. I love you honey. And thank you for thinking about my mother's feelings. Thank you. You are truly a perfect woman. Your heart is so sincere honey. I am very lucky to have you completely.” Andrew kissed my lips again. This time it was softer. There was no lust in it. Just a soft kiss full of affection.

“Now, let me wash your dishes. Take a rest. Wash your hands and enjoy the movie. Do you want some warm milk?” Andrew offered.

“No, let me wash mine. I’ll just make some coffee. I think I need a little doping for my body.” I replied while walking towards the kitchen. I felt a tight hug on my waist. Andrew took the plate in my hand while kissing my neck from behind.

“Let me do it honey. Your job until tomorrow is just to sit and open your legs as wide as possible for me.” he said while biting my neck. Suddenly I screamed because of his actions. I hit his back with my left hand.

“You pervert!” I grumbled.

“And this pervert is your husband honey.” Andrew said while kissing my head again from the side.

At least my fears are now answered. Andrew never had such bad thoughts. He is truly a perfect man. God created him not only with his charming face but also with a heart as wide as the ocean. I don’t know what good deeds I did that God rewarded me with the man beside me right now.