Sorry, I am in love with him

Is it right ?

“Daydreaming again miss, thinking naughty things huh” Oh s**t! That was Calvin’s voice, my assistant. He has been my best friend since kindergarten. He is gay, that’s why I feel safe with him. At least safe from the sneaky guys if I go out with him. His body is muscular, and his face is very manly, far from being effeminate, as long as he doesn’t talk to people who are close to him then his effeminate soul will come out. So far, he is my friend who has been with me the longest. More precisely, the one who has endured all my perfectionism the most. He is also the only friend who follows all my love stories and is always the one I confide in, including my current marriage problems.

“How is it? Enjoyed what I bought for you yesterday ?” Her question made me wake up from my busy thoughts.

“I haven’t tried it yet. I’m confused about how to use it,” I said.

“Gosh Lisa, you’re a marriage consultant, why do I have to teach you something like that? Gosh,” he grumbled.

“I’m a marriage consultant, not a sexologist, Calvin. It’s different. It’s not like I must understand something like that. Besides, it’s the first time I’ve seen something like that in my entire life,” I replied, no less annoyed.

“Lisaaaa….where have you been living all this time? Inside the cave? In the jungle? Come on girls!” Calvin’s words made me wonder, am I too old-fashioned and passive that Andrew doesn’t want to touch me? Am I too old-fashioned that Andrew feels dissatisfied with me?

"Oh, you're overthinking again, kid," Calvin's words brought me back to my senses from my busy thoughts.

“Hey, do you think Andrew doesn’t have a desire anymore to me because I’m passive? Am I old-school ? Don’t I satisfy him? What do you think, Calvin?” I asked Calvin.

“Gosh Lisa….that’s why I said before, hurry up and use that vibrator from me so you don’t think about something weird to your husband. Just listen to me,” Calvin grumbled again.

“Besides, if he doesn’t have a passion for you, isn’t satisfied with you, he would sleep with the artists in his agency. And he is not, I didn’t find any evidence of him cheating. Just relax, honey. Trust me,” Calvin continued. He does have a greater ability to find out information about someone. I often use his ability to help solve my client’s problems. This is one of the keys to my consultant still being successful because, in addition to providing insight into their marriage, we also provide hints on places or applications that are useful for proving their partner’s infidelity. Calvin is also the one who always finds out about all the men who try to approach me, thus minimizing my mistakes in choosing a partner.

"It's not that I don't believe you, Vin, I just think it's strange that he not touched me for that long. Is he gay, Vin?" I asked full of suspicion.

“You’ve asked the same question more than a thousand times Lisa. No Lisa, your husband is normal, okay. Stay calm, stay positive, stay slut” she said ending with a satisfied laugh because I hit his hand when I heard his last sentence.

I love my husband but not more than I love myself. Especially with the current state of my marriage, it feels difficult to love him more than I do now. I only fear one thing, if Andrew does have affairs with someone and is caught by the media, his reputation will be ruined. I think about how his mother would feel if that happened. My mother-in-law is very proud of Andrew's achievements. If this is caught by the media, his reputation will be ruined, and the career he has built will fall apart in a matter of seconds.

“Why don’t you go for a walk, go shopping or something, instead of letting your brain think nonsense things. Or do you want me to tell your husband about your worries?” Calvin continued.

“You’re crazy, he shouldn’t know about this. I will kill you if Andrew finds out,” I said to Calvin.

“So, It better take your butt up, go somewhere and do refreshing, take a walk or hang out at a cafe or go to the salon. While the clients are gone today.” Calvin said. Sometimes he is not like a friend but like my nanny. He knows the details of my needs very well. If he wasn’t gay, maybe I could have feelings for him. Luckily, he admitted his orientation since junior high school so my feelings haven’t had time to land on him.

“Okay, thank you, Vin. I’ll go home first. If anything happens, let me know,” I replied, standing up from the sofa where we were chatting earlier.

“I should be the one saying that. If anything happens to you, let me know.” I just waved at him as I walked out of my therapy room. I greeted the receptionist in front of my clinic and walked towards my car park. I felt too lazy to go out after work. I am an introvert who needs a long alone time after meeting a lot of people. My pretension to go back to my apartment and enjoy the rest of the day there seemed stronger than my need to go out.

I decided to drive my car to the apartment to rest my body. It seemed like a fast-food drive-thru would be fun. Taking a warm bath and watching TV shows while enjoying fast food was something I hadn't felt for a long time. My busyness made me forget how to pamper myself. Not to mention my husband's behavior which made my energy drained even more and chose to sleep immediately when I arrived home.

The streets were quite empty considering that it was not yet time for workers to go home. It only took a quarter of the usual time to get to the apartment. I grabbed the food I bought on my way home and my bag and immediately walked to the elevator to my apartment. The quiet atmosphere made me comfortable. At least I knew that there would be no paparazzi who could curse the group of residents.

I put all the things I brought on the kitchen table as soon as I entered my apartment. Finally, I could immediately pamper myself until the evening. I was sure my husband would definitely come home at midnight again, as usual. I immediately prepared warm water for me to soak in. While waiting for the water in the bathtub to fill up, I took off my blazer and started to clean the makeup on my face. My mind was busy again with prejudices about my husband. I looked at my face in the mirror, am I not as beautiful as before? I looked at the reflection of my body. While I opened my shirt, I looked at my neck, it still looked as slim as before, and there was no fat buildup. I lowered my gaze to my breasts. I had never breastfed so the shape hadn't changed I think. I lowered my gaze again to my stomach, and it seemed that my stomach also didn't have any fat buildup, I took care of the intake that entered my body so it was very unlikely for fat to hide there, although it seemed that the muscles there had started to hide because they weren't trained like before. Maybe I should go back to registering for the gym. My stomach felt soft now. I lowered my gaze again down. Is it possible that my sensitive area is not as enjoyable as the first time Andrew felt it? But only he entered there, no one else. I looked at my thighs, nothing changed, no stretch marks there, still clean and smooth. What is lacking from me? Why is Andrew bored with my body?

Suddenly my intention to try Calvin's 'gift' came up. Oh no no Lisa! What are you thinking! Since when you have had such wild desires! Sometimes Calvin is a friend who brings bad influence! I immediately walked to the bathtub and turned off the water tap. I poured some salt and bath milk to make my body more relaxed. After stirring a little, so that it mixes with the salt and bath milk, I put my body in it. It felt relaxing. It was like I hadn't felt this pleasure for centuries. I turned on classical music from my cellphone and started to close my eyes. It felt like I was in another very beautiful world. In less than 15 minutes, I felt a hand on my waist. I'm sure I'm alone in this apartment now, so who is holding my waist? I felt too scared to open my eyes to see who was in front of me right now.

“Hi beautiful, can I join you?” came a very familiar baritone voice.

“Andrew! When did you come?” I screamed as I opened my eyes. Reflexively I hugged his body which was no longer covered by a shirt. “Why are you half-naked like this?” I wondered at Andrew who was greeted with his free laughter.

“I came when you turned on your favorite music, honey. I thought you hadn’t come yet so I wanted to surprise you. I bought your favorite fast food but when I opened the door, I saw the same package already on the kitchen table. It seems I was outpaced than you,” he said while protruding his lips. I kissed his adorable lips. Sometimes he acted like a toddler who lost his mother. I guess no one in his office knew this childish side of him because his killer CEO reputation could disappear in an instant.

“Don’t wake the monster inside me Lisa or your relaxation session will be ruined,” Andrew said as his hands moved to my bottom.

“Oh you’re wrong Mr. Andrew, you’re the one who woke up your female monster, sir. Now my relaxation event will be rescheduled. I ask for your responsibility, Mr. Andrew.” I said as I got up to hug him tighter. “Ahhhh” suddenly I felt something enter my sensitive area.

"Don't you ever provoke my lust, dear. I can be very cruel to repay you in bed," whispered Andrew, who now changed his voice to a very low one.

Oh no, finally I felt the pleasure sensation of Andrew's touch again. I really craved this wild touch. My lips made a sound again without control. Damn! Again I couldn't control my body. Andrew's touch this time was too delicious. Not even 10 minutes I felt like I was about to reach wonderful orgasm.

“Annnnddd…ahhh” I screamed. Ohhh I felt like slapping my perverted mouth. Why did it have to be this loud to make a sound. After this Andrew would definitely be even lazier to touch me.

“What a sexy view honey. I missed you, Lisa. I’m sorry I was too busy with my work.” He said while kissing my neck.

“Can I join in, honey?” he said, looking deeply into my eyes.

“In one condition. Take off all your pants before entering,” I said, still enjoying the pleasure that still left from my previous orgasm. Oh, you’re great, Lisa! Keep being such a b***h in front of Andrew and make him want to leave you even more!

Andrew laughed again. He kissed my lips deeply, his fingers suddenly thrusting into me making me yelp in surprise.

“Don’t think you’ll be safe after this, honey. I’m going to torture you. Tell Calvin to cancel your schedule tomorrow because I really do want to torture you.” Andrew said as he quickened the pace of his fingers inside me and kissed my neck again.

“Andddreewww…come in here,” I stuttered. I felt like I couldn’t take his naughty games anymore, which only made me want to be tortured by him even more. It wasn’t enough to just have his fingers inside me. I needed Andrew completely inside me.

“Be patient, honey, I told you I would torture you. I want to enjoy your sexy moans and helpless body first. I enjoy this view, honey. Don’t disturb me, I want it,” Andrew replied in a tone that intimidated me. And unfortunately, I was getting more and more carried away by his torture. He called this torture, I called this pleasure.

“Ahhhhh” I felt the peak of my pleasure again with just his fingers. He really knew how to make me helpless. However, this made me afraid that Andrew would feel disgusted with me because I got my orgasm so easily.

"I'm so happy, I am waiting too long to feel your body, and now is now paid off. You are as delicious as I imagined Lisa. I will take off all my pants first and torture you in the bathtub is the best idea that never occurred to me before." Andrew said while releasing my body from his embrace. Instantly I fell into the bathtub. Luckily there was a thick enough block as a base for this bathtub, otherwise, I might have drowned.

It didn't take long for Andrew to take off his pants and join me in the bath. He sat in front of me and spread my legs as wide as possible.

“Andrew, what are you doing?” I said. Was he going to just go back to insert him in me? God, my perverted side was going to come out even more if this was how it was going to play out.

“Ah!” Andrew made me scream again with his actions. This time he really came inside me directly without mercy.

“I told you I would torture you, honey. Your surrendered face is my addiction.” Andrew said as he continued to pound me roughly. His face looked fierce, completely unlike the Andrew he usually was. I hope only I can see this other side of him.

“Ahhh ahhh” again and again the mouth of the naughty Lisa could not be silenced. The more Andrew did rough, the more I enjoyed it. My rationale was increasingly lost, defeated by Andrew's wild game. Andrew was really good at playing with my body. No doubt when he was on campus he was known as the wild tiger. He is indeed wild! And now my wild side is awakened by every movement he makes to my body.

My body was getting more and more unable to move. I felt too tired from Andrew's treatment on top of me. As if my life is no longer in my body but it doesn't hurt. The pleasure that Andrew gave was too much, making all my energy drained by every thrust.

“Ahhhhh!” we both screamed getting our peaks together. Andrew looked so dashing above me, with his wet hair and his body glistening from the bath water. He stared at me sharply right in my eyes making me feel even more captivated by his charm.

“Looks like we’ve got this bathroom full of water now,” he said with a grin. I looked to my left, and sure enough, water was spilling everywhere now. But my body was too tired to get up. I looked at Andrew to signal him to help me get up.

“Don’t look at me like that honey, or I’ll make you up scream again. Let’s clean ourselves up first now.” Andrew stood up and removed the water drain on the bathtub then he quickly carried me to the shower in our bathroom.