Shena cringed as she reached over to the large canvas bag beside her to grab the towels, vaseline, scissors and suction device for the babies nose. She placed the items beside her, ready for when she needed them. Shena's life was complicated. Aiden wanted her to stay a Nephilim, where she would have a soul, a life. Whereas her father siren wanted to turn Shena into a vampire, to spite Aiden and keep his daughter close to him. When the woman became sick, Siren forced the change. Halfway through, Aiden found out and killed Shena halfway through, rather her be dead and go to heaven than be soulless and stuck on earth. Aiden's actions caused a loop. Every 500 years, Shena's soul was reincarnated into another vessel. Meaning another human. The body would share two souls until one forced the other out. Of course, Shena always won. This time around, shena's time spent with Aiden proved fatal for both of them when she found out she was expecting. The moment she knew she ran. If Aiden didn't know about the pregnancy, He wasn't at risk of punishment. Aiden, of course, was hurt, betrayed and heaven bent on finding the love of his life, wondering why she had left so suddenly and without a word but he would never find her. She was always 2 steps ahead of him.
Shena wanted their child to live, She wanted their baby to live and be good and be the balance between good and evil. She knew what she had planned was causing their child to start life unfairly. However, shena's time on earth was up. She was fed up of dying and returning, To have to say goodbye to Aiden over and over. This was the final straw. She would force him to move on. Their child would be safe until they were big enough to fend for themself.
The female sucked in a short breath as the short wave of pain moved from her lower back upwards. Shena leant over to the bag again and reached for the cloth she was going to use to bite on to help with the pain. As she did a small vial fell out. It was filled with clear yellow syrup-like liquid, Vampire venom.
She had decided she would Drink the vial, then take her own life after dropping the baby off at the neighbour's house. That way baby would be safe and Shena had control of her own life for once rather than people deciding it for her. She was happy to go this way.