I couldn't breathe anymore. I couldn't stand anymore. My legs gave out and I fell on the floor. One second everything was spinning and next second everything went black. Black. Like my life. I wanted to die. I know you will not do something you will regret in future, Soaf. My body started shaking at these thoughts. I believe you and your decisions. Mom. I let her down too. Why am I so gullible. Why? I'm just done with this world hurting me. I'm done with everything. I just want to die. And with that my head hit the ground and everything went blank. CHAPTER 39 Raymond Reynolds's POV I can't believe this. In a matter of seconds my life has turned upside down. Nothing makes sense. Why would Soaf sign on something like this? I know her. She can't be so stupid. f**k. She's the

