The warm radiance of the sun is almost enough to describe how Astrid feels on the inside. She feels oddly warm and calm, a bud of happiness sprouting in her heart as well. A smile permanently rests on her relaxed face as she watches her kids on the field. Mr Luther hoists Kuyt up and places him on the saddle behind his brother. He grabs the reins and slowly leads the horse around the field. The sound of their joyous giggles fills her heart with that warmth she never wants to let out. A gentle breeze blows across the field and ruffles their clothes and her eyes catch Martha's red checkered shirt and the feeling of yesterday comes back. Why did he keep the scarf for all these years? She asks herself. Is she right about it? About the fact that he probably got her mixed up with Courtney? Is

