Ethereal (BxB)

Chapter 17

E J E Y

3:25 PM

Is it weird that my workout timeline whenever it is weekend or holiday ticks at afternoon and evening? Just wondering how deplorable does it sounds like. Might as well the fact that I brought someone - whom seemed to be pissed because he was forced. In addition of 'leaving him alone.'

Am I cruel? - of course, not... Nevermind, let's just check him if he's still here.

I walk pass the other tools, and when I found him from afar with someone, with eyes knitted together while breaths hitching (which was rare), I quickly speed up my steps. They were just silently glaring at each others. Probably just finished arguing about something. "Gentlemen." I cleared my throat.

"Ejey, would you please tell the guy that he's not going to teach me because you're the one who's teaching me already?" Luca demanded, as I immediately hit by the sudden flame.

The guy's back was on me which was his facade facing Luca's frontal page, and that means I can't see the guy's face. But as Luca told me those, the man look back...

Kevin?

"Ejey???" He whispered, eyebrows crossed with curiosity. "Oh my god, Ejey?!" His overwhelmed toned, along with the hug. If you're asking who's this man... Well, he's my elementary best friend. He's smart, he's talkative, and he's funny. "How have you been? You piece of shit."

"I'm good, you piece of s**t," I counter sneered.

"Anyway, are you still single?" He confidently inquires, like it's just yesterday when we graduated elementary years. "I saw your social medias weren't that active, did you broke up with Andria?"

"Unfortunately, yes." While nodding, he tilt his head back to Luca then back at me. "Do you know this man?" He addressed.

"Yeah, this is Luca." I introduced the boy myself.

"He's whining earlier. Are you his builder?"

"I guess?"

"You guess? Can I have him then? He's terribly trying hard." Why would I let him have what's mine? I know him too, and maybe he's trying to flirt my man.

"Actually, we're going now. Bye." After I said that, Kevin fell into startled. He tried clawing Luca off me when I started grabbing the boy. But he's late to do that because I finally took away near from him.

"Thank God you saved me. I hate his guts. Who's he, by the way - I mean, yes, he's Kevin. But who's he in the way of lifestyle? Don't you know that he's just upset because I don't know how to use those tools? f*****g asshole."

I'm glad he despise my friend already. Because if he's not, I'll probably be worried by now. "Just forget him. Do you wanna grab some foods? Again?" Before saying of course, he glared at me firstly, and he then shrugged.

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"Why did you glare at me, earlier?" I came to open up a dumb conversation.

"Because you leave me..." His answer have me taken aback. It's just the way he said that was thorned with sadness. And when I look into him while eating my taco, I saw him teary eyed. But that wasn't the first thing I noticed to him. It was the way he bow his head, which gave me a lot of access at the spot.

As always, the pale skin on his neck was flawless. It was shimmering clean, and from the way he lift his head to look at my silent tribute. He then avert his stare to nothingness. Though, when I realized what just gotten into him being emotional, I reduce the tension. "Don't worry, that's not happening again. Do you wanna go home now?" I primed.

"Buy me ice cream first."

After the scene, I finally got his standard mantra back. I didn't know that behind those masks this short-tempered boy wears, he's also very sweet inside... He's funny, and he's - yeah, happy-go-lucky. I really love him. Just like the way I love his body.

Meanwhile, when the chat goes down. I brought him to a place I love... Not that I want to date him, but discreetly. We need to. Because if I found out that he has queerness inside of him even the least five percent, I will going to take the advantage through its fullest.

"Why the f**k are we on a green field? Star gazing?" He sarcastically pressed. Complaining to the fact that he's lying beside my seat on the grassy ground.

"You can stargaze my stars," I laughed...

"What??" Then I was doomed for a moment. Did I say something stupid? Oh god, I hope he doesn't mind it. And when I didn't reply, he said. "Then show me what stars do you have."

"I-I-I was ju-just kidding..." However, if he's really sincere to see my stars. I'll let him.

"No, you said it. Show me." Somehow out of the atmosphere, his tone shift into a cocky blared. And I was fired to hear him daring. Sexually daring.

So, to show him my stars. I smiled at him first. "Do you want to? Because I think you've saw this already earlier." I mustered up my courage, investing to win a larger price if I had a chance on getting under his shirt now.

"If you may? Would you?"

This is it. There's no backing up now. My heart rate is faster than usual this time. I straighten my knees on the grass while I seated carefully. Then my fingers started reaching to the hem of my tee shirt. "As you wish, Lu," I breathed.

And when I completely took off my upper shirt, Luca shook his head eternally. "I was just joking." From the headlights, I can see how red his ears were. He's utterly anxious right now. And maybe it's because of me.

If that's the case, then I would be grateful to make my move now. Even though I love him more when I'm anonymous. Why? Because I'm desperate. And expressing what my needs for him is a large relief. "But you said you want to see it," I said. Lowering my head to cover his face from the light.

"Oh, co-come on." He tried pushing up, but I held his collars which made him feel hotter. "E-Ejey." He breathed. And the next thing happened; my lips were curved into his. He didn't push me away or something harsher than that. But from the way he move underneath me, I can anticipate how vague his thoughts by now.

I didn't stop. I feel delighted and arouse as soon as I touch his skin this way. He shift slightly, not to pull, but to kiss back. He kiss back deeply, eyes closed, nerves are settled. The kiss is just lips. No string attached and maybe it's the hottest thing even though it's not sexualized. Right before I can go further to ravish his neck, he flinch. He jerk away, and he stare at me rather oddly. "I-I'll explain, Lu."

"All the time we're together, are you having this feeling to me since we've met?" His question wasn't rough, but I seemed to focus on the words. Therefore I froze.

"N-no, it-it was just a lust." It appears that my answers were justified if he's believing that - himself - he's sexually attractive. "I-I'm straight, b-but that's ju-just someth-thing I can't barely understand why I did that," I trailed cloudfully.

"You mean, you didn't meant that?" He asked for clarification.

"Ye-yeah?"

"O-Okay." He nodded quickly. Damn this game. I hate losing him if I take it too fast, and I hate losing this if I also take it too long to get him. And as his 'okay' drops. I hover near him and kiss his lips once again. The kiss I pursued so much. The kiss with wetness and arousal. And the kiss I wonder with wish.

As my left hand fits perfectly on his right cheeks while my right hand's dragging him close, he push through my chest gently. Perhaps he's hoping that I should stop now. But no, I want this to end in a nice conversation. Him saying that he likes it so much so I could stop checking him out virtually, or even stalking him stealthily. How can he understand that?

Slowly but surely, I tangle his legs on my waist and go through him - limbs to limbs. We kissed for a minute. However, his kiss felt like lacking. He's unnerving. And the hands he put on my chests were now ceased to contained.

After I release his lips, he look me in the eyes with blank emotion. "Take me home." He whispered, and my heart sunk.

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Title:

Luck didn't exist, they just appear whenever you make decisions.