Taylor
Did you ever experience fearing something that because you feared it the most, you simply tried not to think about it? Like you tried to pretend that it was not happening before you even though all the signs were there? You just ignored them because you knew if it was what it was that you actually felt, thought, and observed, they would strike the hell out of you and would stop you in your tracks like a freight train and you wouldn’t be able to do a damn thing about it? It would still remain a fear and…. unresolved…
The signs had been happening. They were all there shouting in my head, but I chose to tuck them inside; at the back of my head, covered, and still not dealt with. One thing led to another, and now, I was in this downpour of emotions. Maybe I was talking too much in adv
