William
I felt like a real f*****g warrior, and a very brave and strong one. I was hurt too many times but here I was, still proudly standing as if the battle was just about to begin.
When Taylor left, I never took a shower. I let his smell linger on me a little longer as I planned carefully what I had to do in the following days.
The first thing that I did was secretly text Lyrette. I told her that me and Taylor had a talk and that we were letting things be cold for now. I told her I still loved her husband but I was letting things slide for a while for the tour. I had to give her the warning because whatever happened, one of us would be losing Taylor and I truly, madly hoped that it would not be me.
I felt like a world-class jerk for telling her anything to be honest, but it
