Esther Waters

Chapter 3

An impatient knocking at the kitchen window interrupted his admiration, and William, turning quickly, said, “Mind you say the train was late; don’t say I kept you, or you’ll get me into the devil of a pickle. This way.” The door let into a wide passage covered with coconut matting. They walked a few yards; the kitchen was the first door, and the handsome room she found herself in did not conform to anything that Esther had seen or heard of kitchens. The range almost filled one end of the room, and on it a dozen saucepans were simmering; the dresser reached to the ceiling, and was covered with a multitude of plates and dishes. Esther thought how she must strive to keep it in its present beautiful condition, and the elegant white-capped servants passing round the white table made her feel her own insignificance.

“This is the new kitchen-maid, mother.”

“Ah, is it indeed?” said Mrs. Latch looking up from the tray of tartlets which she had taken from the oven and was filling with jam. Esther noticed the likeness that Mrs. Latch bore to her son. The hair was iron grey, and, as in William’s face, the nose was the most prominent feature.

“I suppose you’ll tell me the train was late?”

“Yes, mother, the train was a quarter of an hour late,” William chimed in.

“I didn’t ask you, you idle, lazy, good-for-nothing vagabond. I suppose it was you who kept the girl all this time. Six people coming to dinner, and I’ve been the whole day without a kitchen-maid. If Margaret Gale hadn’t come down to help me, I don’t know where we should be; as it is, the dinner will be late.”

The two housemaids, both in print dresses, stood listening. Esther’s face clouded, and when Mrs. Latch told her to take her things off and set to and prepare the vegetables, so that she might see what she was made of, Esther did not answer at once. She turned away, saying under her breath, “I must change my dress, and my box has not come up from the station yet.”

“You can tuck your dress up, and Margaret Gale will lend you her apron.”

Esther hesitated.

“What you’ve got on don’t look as if it could come to much damage. Come, now, set to.”

The housemaids burst into loud laughter, and then a sullen look of dogged obstinacy passed over and settled on Esther’s face, even to the point of visibly darkening the white and rose complexion.

II

A sloping roof formed one end of the room, and through a broad, single pane the early sunlight fell across a wall papered with blue and white flowers. Print dresses hung over the door. On the wall were two pictures—a girl with a basket of flowers, the coloured supplement of an illustrated newspaper, and an old and dilapidated last century print. On the chimney-piece there were photographs of the Gale family in Sunday clothes, and the green vases that Sarah had given Margaret on her birthday.

And in a low, narrow iron bed, pushed close against the wall in the full glare of the sunlight, Esther lay staring half-awake, her eyes open but still dim with dreams. She looked at the clock. It was not yet time to get up, and she raised her arms as if to cross them behind her head, but a sudden remembrance of yesterday arrested her movement, and a sudden shadow settled on her face. She had refused to prepare the vegetables. She hadn’t answered, and the cook had turned her out of the kitchen. She had rushed from the house under the momentary sway of hope that she might succeed in walking back to London; but William had overtaken her in the avenue, he had expostulated with her, he had refused to allow her to pass. She had striven to tear herself from him, and, failing, had burst into tears. However, he had been kind, and at last she had allowed him to lead her back, and all the time he had filled her ears with assurances that he would make it all right with his mother. But Mrs. Latch had closed her kitchen against her, and she had had to go to her room. Even if they paid her fare back to London, how was she to face her mother? What would father say? He would drive her from the house. But she had done nothing wrong. Why did cook insult her?

As she pulled on her stockings she stopped and wondered if she should awake Margaret Gale. Margaret’s bed stood in the shadow of the obliquely falling wall; and she lay heavily, one arm thrown forward, her short, square face raised to the light. She slept so deeply that for a moment Esther felt afraid. Suddenly the eyes opened, and Margaret looked at her vaguely, as if out of eternity. Raising her hands to her eyes she said—

“What time is it?”

“It has just gone six.”

“Then there’s plenty of time; we needn’t be down before seven. You get on with your dressing; there’s no use in my getting up till you are done—we’d be tumbling over each other. This is no room to put two girls to sleep in—one glass not much bigger than your hand. You’ll have to get your box under your bed…. In my last place I had a beautiful room with a Brussels carpet, and a marble washstand. I wouldn’t stay here three days if it weren’t——” The girl laughed and turned lazily over.

Esther did not answer.

“Now, isn’t it a grubby little room to put two girls to sleep in? What was your last place like?”

Esther answered that she had hardly been in service before. Margaret was too much engrossed in her own thoughts to notice the curtness of the answer.

“There’s only one thing to be said for Woodview, and that is the eating; we have anything we want, and we’d have more than we want if it weren’t for the old cook: she must have her little bit out of everything and she cuts us short in our bacon in the morning. But that reminds me! You have set the cook against you; you’ll have to bring her over to your side if you want to remain here.”

“Why should I be asked to wash up the moment I came in the house, before even I had time to change my dress.”

“It was hard on you. She always gets as much as she can out of her kitchen-maid. But last night she was pressed, there was company to dinner. I’d have lent you an apron, and the dress you had on wasn’t of much account.”

“It isn’t because a girl is poor——”

“Oh, I didn’t mean that; I know well enough what it is to be hard up.” Margaret clasped her stays across her plump figure and walked to the door for her dress. She was a pretty girl, with a snub nose and large, clear eyes. Her hair was lighter in tone than Esther’s, and she had brushed it from her forehead so as to obviate the defect of her face, which was too short.

Esther was on her knees saying her prayers when Margaret turned to the light to button her boots.

“Well, I never!” she exclaimed. “Do you think prayers any good?”

Esther looked up angrily.

“I don’t want to say anything against saying prayers, but I wouldn’t before the others if I was you—they’ll chaff dreadful, and call you Creeping Jesus.”

“Oh, Margaret, I hope they won’t do anything so wicked. But I am afraid I shan’t be long here, so it doesn’t matter what they think of me.”

When they got downstairs they opened the windows and doors, and Margaret took Esther round, showing her where the things were kept, and telling her for how many she must lay the table. At that moment a number of boys and men came clattering up the passage. They cried to Esther to hurry up, declaring that they were late. Esther did not know who they were, but she served them as best she might. They breakfasted hastily and rushed away to the stables; and they had not been long gone when the squire and his son Arthur appeared in the yard. The Gaffer, as he was called, was a man of about medium height. He wore breeches and gaiters, and in them his legs seemed grotesquely thick. His son was a narrow-chested, undersized young man, absurdly thin and hatchet-faced. He was also in breeches and gaiters, and to his boots were attached long-necked spurs. His pale yellow hair gave him a somewhat ludicrous appearance, as he stood talking to his father, but the moment he prepared to get into the saddle he seemed quite different. He rode a beautiful chestnut horse, a little too thin, Esther thought, and the ugly little boys were mounted on horses equally thin. The squire rode a stout grey cob, and he watched the chestnut, and was also interested in the brown horse that walked with its head in the air, pulling at the smallest of all the boys, a little freckled, red-headed fellow.

“That’s Silver Braid, the brown horse, the one that the Demon is riding; the chestnut is Bayleaf, Ginger is riding him: he won the City and Suburban. Oh, we did have a fine time then, for we all had a bit on. The betting was twenty to one, and I won twelve and six pence. Grover won thirty shillings. They say that John—that’s the butler—won a little fortune; but he is so close no one knows what he has on. Cook wouldn’t have anything on; she says that betting is the curse of servants—you know what is said, that it was through betting that Mrs. Latch’s husband got into trouble. He was steward here, you know, in the late squire’s time.”

Then Margaret told all she had heard on the subject. The late Mr. Latch had been a confidential steward, and large sums of money were constantly passing through his hands for which he was never asked for any exact account. Contrary to all expectation, Marksman was beaten for the Chester Cup, and the squire’s property was placed under the charge of a receiver. Under the new management things were gone into more closely, and it was then discovered that Mr. Latch’s accounts were incapable of satisfactory explanation. The defeat of Marksman had hit Mr. Latch as hard as it had hit the squire, and to pay his debts of honour he had to take from the money placed in his charge, confidently hoping to return it in a few months. The squire’s misfortunes anticipated the realization of his intentions; proceedings were threatened, but were withdrawn when Mrs. Latch came forward with all her savings and volunteered to forego her wages for a term of years. Old Latch died soon after, some lucky bets set the squire on his legs again, the matter was half forgotten, and in the next generation it became the legend of the Latch family. But to Mrs. Latch it was an incurable grief, and to remove her son from influences which, in her opinion, had caused his father’s death, Mrs. Latch had always refused Mr. Barfield’s offers to do something for William. It was against her will that he had been taught to ride; but to her great joy he soon grew out of all possibility of becoming a jockey. She had then placed him in an office in Brighton; but the young man’s height and shape marked him out for livery, and Mrs. Latch was pained when Mr. Barfield proposed it. “Why cannot they leave me my son?” she cried; for it seemed to her that in that hateful cloth, buttons and cockade, he would be no more her son, and she could not forget what the Latches had been long ago.