Arturo sat staring into space there was only one thing that kept ringing in his head and those were Fernando words he said during the funeral, he knew Derrek loved him but he couldn't help but think about it, he wondered what if he said was actually right, which he knew it wasn't. " Arturo?" Derrek called out as he noticed he had been talking for a while and Arturo wasn't say anything about the conversation " Arturo!" he shouted one last time bringing him back to reality " Are you alright?" he asked " I've been talking for a while and your mind seems to be off" he said looking at his boyfriend " I'm alright, I just think I'm a little bit tired" he lied " Well do you want me to drive you home" Drake suggested '' No, I have a therapy session in a few minutes, so I'm fine" " You kno

