“Daniel__ it f*****g hurts,” I said expressing my innermost feelings to him as soon as I called him the minute I left Sean. He stayed quiet to listen to me explain myself.
“is it supposed to hurt like this?” I asked rhetorically
He stayed silent, paying attention to every detail as I told him about Sean
“well I do admit what he did was a shitty thing” his voice was calm, while he talked to me
“I know__ so I should just cut him off right,” I said expecting that we would both come to that conclusion
“but”
“why but” I interrupted “I just told you he hurt me”
“but put yourself in his shoes, he could have died that day and you would have lost one more person”
“what the difference? he died to me, the day he abandoned me”
“there is a huge difference between someone who is dead and someo
