Anthony Nasser's POV.
I didn't expect to sleep in the living room, that's the last thing that would have occurred to me when Julieta and I agreed to come live in Lebanon. Or the truth of the matter would be to say that I decided, and Julieta agreed.
However, I can remember every single event of the early morning. I have been anything but a man of neatness, integrity, with any kind of courage, morals, and principles. I've screwed up the only good thing that had happened to me in many years, and at this point in the story, I'm not even sure I can have any resolution.... And for the first time, I'm not suffering because of my father, or Freddy's responsibility, it's my fault, I alone am to blame for this headache that is killing me and my constant worry of losing the woman who makes me fee
