"I thought you would understand instantly and not take this attitude. Have you forgotten that I said that Freddy will be in Beirut sooner rather than later, and that he wants to kill you?" Khaled asks me as if he was exhausted from repeating the same monologue all day long. Damn it, I would just like to be quietly enjoying a pleasant honeymoon with my husband.... Dreaming of the possibility that we could both be free. Freedom is a right, and no one should condition it. I miss it, and I know Anthony must have a lifetime with this feeling pressing on his chest... The feeling that you are cornered and that the way out is extremely far away, more than is humanly acceptable. "Khaled, I have too many things on my mind and I don't know how I should take many of them." I say in view of the fact

