I pluck up my courage and Anthony opens the door for me to get out of the car, I hardly ever felt so small and helpless... I knew I would be in this place, and the moment I decided that I would marry Anthony Nasser, I was aware that Freddy would be in my life, that he would be a part of it and that it would be up to me how he would influence it. I have moved on, I can't deny that. But the fact that I'm carrying a helpless baby in my womb and his threat of wanting to murder it, makes nausea wash over me... But I am strong enough to contain them, to deprive myself of them and to give my best smile to my husband and be ready for whatever has to happen, no more, no less. It's time to take cards on the table, and to give the best lunge. "Are you ready to go in there, and conquer everyone with

