NATALIA It’s pretty ironic how I hadn’t thought I needed to start a new life as a rogue soon, considering how much s**t my life has been faced. I had to rethink my view of rogues now that I am one. I’m already very aware that not all of them were awful people. Some of them had no choice but to be alone. I also know how lonely it can get. That, it wasn’t so hard to adjust to. I’ve been living most of my life like I was alone anyway. I get all of that. What I don’t get is how they could endure living in fear of being caught every single day of their lives. I ended up moving further and further in fear of being caught by either Tristan or my father. At this point, it wasn’t death that I was afraid to see. I’m scared of being caught because that would mean I would be dragged back, and ever

