DABBY: It was after I returned to my room and sat on the bed, that I realized what I had said to Damien. Even though I knew that it was the truth and that we could really be stuck with one another till the end, I shouldn't have said anything to Damien. "You shouldn't have said it, Dabby. You shouldn't!" I scolded myself and stood up from the bed to pace around the room, wondering if that would even make him hate me more. My mind flashed back to the look he gave me when I said that, like I didn't even exist as someone reasonable before him. He just stood up and left the scene immediately. It was disheartening to know that I was trying my best to honor his wishes, and getting him to like me, but I was even doing it wrongly and getting things worse. 'But, I was so sick of hearing and kno

