A White Moon

Kayden POV

I really should be focusing on the Alpha meeting but my mind won't stop thinking about the insanely beautiful girl that is my love. As the meeting continues and Alpha Keaton haven't come back I'm starting to get suspicious. What if he found her and as we speak he's driving her home to his pack. Or even worse, marking her and then have her stay here for everyone to see her mark from HIM.

I told her I wouldn't fight Keaton and I won't, but it doesn't mean that not knowing what will happen is easier.

Whilst I'm in my own thoughts Mason elbows me. I look up to see that Alpha Keaton is indeed back. Then he couldn't have taken her back to his pack. He does not live that close. I sit up straighter in my chair and decide to tease him a bit.

"Alpha Keaton." he looks up and meets my eyes. "How nice of you to join us again."

I give a small smirk as some of the other Alphas snicker and I can see a small blush on Keaton's neck, it's subtle but it's there.

The meeting continues and I give it more of my attention now that Keaton is back.

Dad always taught me that an Alpha protect's his people and you do that by staying updated on other packs and their Alphas.

After the meeting I try to find her using my enhanced nose but everywhere I turn I smell her. I mentally facepalm myself, she lives here. So instead I go for the stairs and acsend them two steps at a time, once I get to the third floor my wolf halts me.

STOP!

What?

You know as well as I do that you do not enter anothers territory unless you're asking for it. It smells of the Beta and Gamma here, and my senses picks up a baby close by.

Ooh.. that could've gotten really bad really fast had I wandered up on the Beta/Gamma floor without being invited.

So not knowing what to do I pace a bit while thinking. I hear light steps coming from upstairs and I look up wanting to see my lovely mate, instead a pretty woman around our age comes down the stairs.

"Oh, hello Alpha..." she says in surprise, she knows of me!

"Kayden." I fill out for her while smirking.

"Alpha Kayden. Nice to meet you. I'm Ellie, Elle's best friend. You can wait here and I'll link Elle that you're here, cuz I'm asuming you're not here to see our Beta or Gamma."

"No. Thank you Ellie." I say and smile at her.

A few minutes later I feel her scent getting stronger, and I hear quiet steps in the stairs.

“You know.” I hear her amazing voice as I take a deep breath of her scent and fill my lungs, honey and strawberries. “It´s crazy that we just met this morning. And so much has happened already.”

I try to memorize everything about her as she probably stands there thinking back on the day. As her gaze focus on me again I think about what I came her to talk to her about.

“The girl, Ellie, said I could wait here for you. I didn’t want to make the Beta and Gamma thinking I would be a threat to their families.”

“Aaron and John will be fine. They are really good guys.”

As soon as she finish her sentence we hear small steps behind her. I look behind her only to see the Beta boy, Henry.

“Good evening Beta Henry. What can I do for you?” she says.

Before he could stop himself the kid's face lit up with a smile. Most likely due to Elle referring to him as Beta Henry. I remember when my pack members greeted me as Alpha the first times. It was almost three years ago now.

“Hello Elle. Alpha.” He nods towards me. “Elle. Will you please escort your guest down from here? My mom just put my baby sister down. She’s teething and has a bit of a fever. I’m sure Mrs. Willis could sneak you guys a treat before dinner if you ask her.”

“Absolutely. Thank you for being so very thoughtful, Henry.” Elle answer and although I can't see her I hear the smile in her voice.

Henry salutes and turns around. I feel her gaze on me but my eyes won't stop looking after the kid. What the h*ll! I need one of those!

“Where can I get one of those?” I say with a light chuckle.

Elle motions for us to walk down the stairs so I comply.

“Sorry. He is one of a kind. Although the future Alpha Xavier is quite similar. And their parents would definitely notice if you took one home with you.” I see her give me a wink.

“Yeah I bet.” I say and pause. Am I to straight forward if I say anything? I decide to give it a go and wink at her while I say “Well. I’ll have to get my own then.”

She stops in the middle of a step, and it's like I pushed the pause button on a remote controll, what the?

"Elle?" Is she okay? "What's going on?"

She doesn't answer or react, I wait a few seconds before I lightly grab her shoulders and shake her carefully. "Elle? Rochelle? My love, please talk to me."

She then proceed to hyper ventilate. What the? Is she having a panic attack?!

What do you do with people who's having panic attack? In movies they blow in paper bags I think? Does that work? But I don't have one and I can't leave her here to run and find one! What else can you do to hold your breath? Oh! Yes!

I grab hold of her shoulders and gently but firmly press my lips to hers. My eyes close as I enjoy the sparks from my first kiss with her. Her soft lips against my own, I feel her body melt into my arms.

It feels like seconds, maybe minutes. But then our tounges are wrestling and I don't know who initiated it, I don't give it another thought as I love it!

All to soon the kiss ends and when I open my eyes her eyes meets mine. There's a small smile and then she leans in and whisper "Thank you".

I feel her press light kisses on my neck as she pulls away. She takes one of my hands in hers and with her other hand she pull out a keychain from around her neck.

She pulls me with her untill we end up at a door, which she unlocks and push me inside, as soon as she's in and have locked the door she turns towards me and cups my cheeks, the kiss is soft yet demanding.

I pull her closer and let my hands wander over her perfect body. Lean waist, but not too thin. Firm bum but there's till plenty for me to grab ahold of. Her smell drives me insane and my hands pull the dress up. Her whole body stiffens.

“Relax. I’m not taking you here. I’m just going to use my hand. Maybe my mouth.” I groan as all I really want to do is sink deep into the velvety depths between her legs. I feel her relax as we start to kiss again so I just go for it and push her panties aside, two of my fingers caress her slit and I pinch her bud, a moan escapes her lips and I catch her lips before I whisper.

“You have to be quiet my love.”

I feel her nod against me, my fingers starting to massage again, this time I push one of them inside. I almost growl loudly and moan at the same time.

She feels freaking amazing! And that scent! my wolf howls in my head.

I twist and turn my finger, all the while never breaking the kissing between our lips. Once I feel her inside soften and become even more moist I add another finger.

“My love, you are so tight.” I grunt as I almost blows right then and there. Her hands travel down to my pants front side. With my free hand I grab one of her and put over her head, then grab the other quickly holding both in place over her head. I push through both mine and her excitment and soon add a third finger. I feel her clench around my fingers and I honestly wonder how in the world she would be able to take me in once we complete the mating. On the other hand, the goddess deemed her mine so she must be able to take me.

Her head slams back as her orgasm hits but she doesn't seem to notice. I push harder and she screams into my mouth “Oh! My! Goddess!”

I remove my fingers and pull her bud. I surprise her by pushing all three finger in again and relentlessly stimulating her. Her body obeying my every touch, shivering and wincing.

“Oh. My. Gooooooooooodd- Don’t! Stop!” she whisper yells between pants, I push in my fingers and bite her lip at the same time, her eyes roll back in her head before becoming completly limp in my arms.

Beautiful I feel my wolf peeking out through my eyes.

I can't really disagree. She's perfect, the tiny woman before us, our Love.

A few minutes pass as I try to get my breathing under control, I push her hair out of her eyes and a strand behind her ear. I look around for a clock and see that there's only about an hour until the barbecue is about to start. Reluctantly I change my grip on her and try to wake her up.

"Elle. Elle. You need to wake up. I can’t exactly leave you here like this and everyone is going to look for you if you don’t show at the barbecue.”

“No. Just five more minutes.” She complains while she nuzzles in my arms. I feel like I'm about to suffocate from the love that rips through me. I just met her this morning but already I would die for her. “Kayden. You made me black out from having orgasms.”

I snicker on the inside “Aye love, but you are still a virgin. As bad as I want to, I didn’t let your hands get inside my pants. Believe me, they tried. If they had I wouldn’t be talking, I would be pounding.”

My wolf's sensitive ears pick up on other wolves moving outside the door, I look back at Elle. She moves to stand and when I see her get her balance under control I let go of her.

I unlock the door and look in both directions, I see no one. I turn to face her.

“Okay the coast is clear. I will see you later.” And before I can change my mind I pull her in for one more fast kiss, then I bolt for the door, fast as lightning.

I take the stairs two steps at a time and walk down four door and go into mine and Masons room. The room is a dark olive green with a wooden wallpaper on one wall. The beds look like typical store bought beds, I roll my eyes. I would never have these in my pack house, there's nothing special about them in my opinion.

I hear a snicker and meet Masons eyes. "Your mother's approach to interior design has rubbed off, huh?"

"Shut the F up." I grin back. We both know he's right. My mom, former Luna Katherina Michaels, has a unique taste. We have a few strangely creative wolves in our pack that are very handy with wood and at crafting all sorts of things with it. Alot of originals around our packhouse, not only on the inside but also outside. All this and her go-to color is a mix of the pack colors gray, white and beige. I always wondered who the hell picked both white and beige as pack colors, but no one knew.

"You gonna call and tell your mom?" Mason ask.

"No, not yet. And I can't talk to dad yet either, he could never keep this secret from mom. I just got to figure out where we go from here."

I sit down on my temporary bed and watch my fingers as I cross them together. I open them and close them, studie every fold and vein, altough I've done this hundreds of times. A habit I've taken after my dad after watching him doing it my whole life.

Whenever he had something he thought really hard about he did this, not just when he was in Alpha mode. When my sister snuck out of the packgrounds at fourteen he sat like this as he thought about punishment. When me, Mason and Zayne stole our dads were whiskey at fifteen or borrowed a packhouse car at sixteen he'd sat like that too.

Zayne is my gamma, his dad Alfred was my dad's gamma. Mason is my cousin on moms side, her older sister became mated to their pack's beta and had five boys. Mason was the fourth child, but he is the same age as me and we played insanely well when we were kids. We pleaded for a whole freaking year before our moms finally agreed that Mason could come and live with us.

Mason then replaced Harry as my beta. Harry never wanted to become beta and when we found out he was mated to my older sister it just became wierd.

"Kay." I hear, I look up meet my best friends gaze. "The barbecue?"

I check the watch and notice that it starts in about five minutes, I get up and change my shirt since her juices were all over it and wash my face to freashen up.

We make our way downstairs and there's wolves everywhere. The visiting Alphas, their betas and packmembers from Red Moon. I move towards the outside since there's supposed to be a barbecue. I hear her amazing voice and smell honey and strawberries. I see her and Keaton walking along the outside of the crowd.

"Trying to smooth talk that our girl, I see?" I say as I stride over to them.

"Not at all, just waiting for you to catch up." The asshole smirks at me.

"Well, I'm all caught up now." I smirk back.

"You're here, that's something." He pretends to look at the clock on his arm.

"Why don't you just crawl back in that hole you came from?" I'm just teaseing with him but want to see which buttons I can push.

"Whoever will keep Elle company then?" he say almost in a casual voice and look in her direction. I follow his gaze then notice that her focus is elsewhere. What.. as I follow where she's staring I see Jonah Errk. I groan to myself.

That prick. He's two years older than me and an Alpha who's border connects with mine.

I cannot stand him and do my best to not have any arguments or disputes with him. He is arrogant, self-centered and I have no reference to describe his stupidity. How he became Alpha is beyond me.

My dad told me in secrecy that he suspects Jonah framed his father for treason as soon as he passed down the title. He had him arrested and later on killed.

He's staring at the lovely woman next to me! I take the step that requiers to shield her with my body but don't let him out of my sight. As I'm watching him my love's vocie breaks through all the little sounds that surrounds us. "Should we get out of here guys?"

"Sure thing little mate." Keaton answer but he doesn't break his gaze from Errk either.

I finally break my gaze and put my hand on her back only for my hand to be assulted with the sparks of the mate bond. I lead her inside, since that's the fastest way to get away out of Errk's sight. I feel Keaton buff up along side of me so much that the prick can't possibly see her.

Once inside both me and Keaton relaxes. In the kitchen an older woman with a kind smile let's us take food and we go to the room next door. After eating in comfortable silence for a few minutes I look up at Keaton. He feels right, familiar. Looking over at Elle she seems nervous about something but her body is still relaxed. Our trio feels so natural, like this is how it's meant to be, how is that possible? She can't have us both, we're not from the same pack, he was born in his I was born in mine so we can't be related. We're just insanely similar on the outside.

I refocus as Elle draws in a breath.

"So, guys there's something you should know about me.."

I see her close her eyes and in one breath she says. "I can't have your babies."

My world stops. I couldn't have heard it right? She don't want to have kids? Why the hell not? She's so young how could she have decided that already? I want to ask all the questions but my mouth don't want to form them.

"What?" Keaton seems just as confused but his mouth works. "What does that mean? You don't want to have kids?"

Elle sighs and stand up, she pulls her jeans down a bit and lifts her turquoise t-shirt, there I see a scar. It's about five inches long and looks wrong on her otherwise perfect skin. For a werewolf to have a scar that long is increadible unusual. When we gain our wolf it heals scars from our past unless the scar is major big and have been there at least five-ten year.

If I'd seen it on any one else I would've said it's ugly. But this is on Elle, nothing on or about her could ever be ugly.

"What happened?" It's seems my brain and mouth have connected and decided that this was the question I wanted an answer to.

"When Dora and I were getting ready to leave our old pack to come here I was attacked in my bedroom, I woke up in the woods and the pack doctor told me that my uterus had been removed."