He drove me safely back home but didn't say a word all through the drive, he only kept on staring at me from time to time; probably thinks I would jump off the window or do something crazy.
I appreciated the peace and quiet he gave me in the car but I knew he wasn't going to be quiet when we get home. He parked the car at our usual spot and I came down from it immediately before entering the house.
I went straight up to my room to think because it felt like I had lost all of the hope I had in me, she chose Xavier over me and it might as well be the end for me. I don't think I can have her anymore. It was nice trying what it felt like to be in love but hell I wouldn't want to ruin myself anymore so I'm cool with never falling in love with any girl.
I heard a knock on my door and assumed
