My throat tightened, but I stayed still. “I don’t remember the last time I wanted something,” he said quietly. “Until now.” The silence after that was heavy. My chest tightened and for a second I couldn’t breathe. “Then why fight it?” I asked. He gave a tired breath. “Because wanting something is the first step to losing it. And I’m not going through all of that again.” I stepped closer. “What happened to you?” His mouth parted slightly but he clammed it shut for a second before saying, “The party is over, Gabrielle. Except you want to come upstairs with me, you’ll go to bed now.” I shook my head. “No, Damon. You’re not going to push me away by suggesting s*x. It won’t work anymore because… because I want you too.” His expression changed—just a flicker—but I saw it. There was a hi

