Anika's pov-
He was sucking my bottom lip and devouring every inch of mine.
Our saliva were mixing with each other like a salt in water.
He bitten my upper lip and I tucked his hair harshly which caused a sharp moan escape from my mouth.
His hands were roaming around my waist.
Suddenly his one hand reached to my lower back then my butt which led to widening of my eyes.
I tried to pushed them down but he moved them further down and finally they were able to pick me up.
He made my legs cover as a perfect circle around his waist.
He wasn't still leaving my lips so as me.
"Hormones" had over out my every fears and worries.
I was wearing my office attire.
The skirt went little upwards as I covered his waist.
Which was giving little view of my mid-thighs.
His hands started running over there.
He was rubbing the area and creating circles over there.
The kiss was that much passionate one that he had to took few steps back and we crashed a little with the tree.
We were breathing heavily,
Our heart beats were still uneven.
He started nibbling my neck and sucking my jawline.
"Annni...ka..."a moan escaped from his mouth while giving a love bite at my soft spot.
I tucked his hairs and placed my lips on his forehead and then running down and down.
My hands were running on his well built torso and I just wanted to kiss it,suck it,have it like a maniac.
But the only thing which was coming between us was the piece of clothe;his shirt.
I bite at his neck and he groaned.
He tilted his head upwards giving me more essential space to love him.
My lips were roaming on his cold skin.
And my hands reached at his first button.
I opened it fastidiously.
And placed wet kisses over there.
While his hands were rubbing my back and pressing me more inside him.
I was feeling as if in heaven in his embraced.
My heart skipped a beats.
My brain went in to brain-fag.
I wasn't in my own sense.
The only thing I was knowing,wanting was "Shivaay" ;only him.
"Shi...vaay..."I moaned as he started licking the wet area of my neck by his saliva.
He looked upwards,
Stared in my eyes and I couldn't able to differentiate that who moved further and who had initiated it,
But
Again our lips met with each other.
His tongue entered in my mouth.
Our moans had filled the whole area.
And we were slowly but steadily reaching at the level of ecstasy.
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"shi..vaay"I said his name and tried to titled his head slightly upwards so that he could see easily in my eyes.
We stared in each other's eyes.
And I had to admit I had already fallen so much for him.
And I didn't regret anything what happened between us only when it wasn't about her,my little sister Tia.
Her name caused tears in my eyes.
I wanted to confess so many things about my past which he didn't know anything.
It was my biggest mistake,hiding everything from him.
He kissed my lips but I went away in my own world.
I didn't respond.
"What happened baby???"he asked.
"Shivaay ...it's wrong...."I replied.
"What's wrong with you baby???"he asked while cupping my cheeks.
I held his hand and kissed it.
"Shivaay I know it just happened...
I mean I know you love Tia and it's just a mistake right???
Please don't mess up everything..."I replied and tried to make him calm also.
"You don't know anything about my relationship with Tia so please don't bring her between us.
And I won't regret anything because it wasn't wrong at all.
It was right...straight from the bottom of our hearts..."he replied sternly.
"Please,
Shivaay...
Stay away from me...
Don't do this to me..."I cried.
"I can't"he replied.
"Please ask something else,
I will give you anything but I can't stay away from you...
You're part of me Anika..."he replied.
My heart skipped a beat!
Did he love me???
"Do you love me???"I asked.
He put me down to the earth.
"No,
I don't"he replied.
My heart broke down in tiny pieces.
That's why...
That's the only reason I didn't wanna 'Love' again.
But alas it's too late to regret.
He didn't say a word further.
I didn't ask anything further.
Anyway,
What's remain to ask now???
I was nothing but just a time pass for him.
It was solely my mistake to let him came inside my heart and also enjoy my body.
But I won't let that happen anymore.
I'll control my feelings.
I marched slowly towards the opposite side.
But he held my wrist.
"I don't love you but you means world to me"he replied.
'World'!!!
He wasn't in love with me but I was his world???
Why he was too confusing???
Now what should I do!!!
I was trapped in a web of love.
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