2. Love Vs Lust
1367 Words

Anika's pov-
I packed my luggage as soon as possible.
After few minutes shivaay arrived to pick me up.
My heart was beating on more than normal speed.
I was continuously brooding about one thing that's "shivaay".
He opened the door for me and I settled myself.
He started the car,
The drive was almost silent.
Except his hypnotic green eyes and his uncontrollable hands sometimes burn my heart and skin.
"I'm tired...
Now you have to drive"he said.
I obeyed like a child and we exchanged our seats.
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After few minutes,
I could able to feel his cold palm hovering over my uncovered part of thighs.
I immediately regretted my decision of wearing my office clothes to maintain professionalism.
My shirt was ending up to mid-thigh.
He started playing over the bare area.
I tried to pushed his hand back but he was so stubborn enjoying my vulnerable situation.
I couldn't able to focus on driving.
As his hand roamed under the hem of my shirt I shivered.
My eyes immediately closed for a while in anticipation.
And a soft slow moan escaped from my mouth which I immediately covered it up.
He smirked at my reaction.
I hate it!
I couldn't understand why I always react like this to his actions.
I didn't love him,did I???
Maybe it's "Lust".
I shook my head to came over all the thoughts.
When I heard his moans.
Oh god!!!
How embarrassing!!!
I looked at him through the corner of my eyes...
Oh gosh!!!
I was literally scared just by the thought of being with him for whole 3 days and nights.
He had the nerve which made my all sense weak in front of him.
I was never ever a girl who bear anyone's torture or abuse but in his case,maybe...
Maybe I was addicted to his Dark Love...
It was purely lust for both of us I was damn sure.
But I reminded myself I had to control myself for the shake of my sister,for the shake of my heart because I didn't wanna be a Broken hearted...Again.
I looked at his side breaking the chain of thoughts.
He was sleeping peacefully.
Dear God,
Juz remind me not fall in "love" with him.
My mind prayed just opposite my heart obeyed.
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I was numb.
My mind was blank.
I started the car in the right direction and after an hour or so he opened his eyes.
"I think I'm hungry..."he said while licking his lower lip by his tongue.
He eyes moved downwards,from my eyes till my bosom.
I shivered at my own thoughts.
"Let's eat...something..."he said with smirk.
I stopped the car and immediately ran out of it.
We took our seats on the corner of nearby restaurant.
He asked me with utmost care about my choices thought he knew everything.
His sweet gestures melted my heart.
We started to eat in silence,which was comfortable one.
"I'll be back..."I said after I had done with lunch.
I marched towards the girl's washroom.
I took out my jacket,
Opened my hairs and washed my face with cold water.
I felt bit relaxed after a long journey.
Suddenly the knob turned and I could feel a warm touch on my bare shoulder.
The touch was all familiar one.
I closed my eyes as I could smell his manly scent around me..
His hands were covering me from back,his fingers were intervening mine while his chin was resting on my shoulder.
His breath was all normal as if it was all normal for him.
He made me turn but my eyes were still shut.
He started to rubbing his nose over my neck and I could say he knew very well about my soft spot as he gave a love bite there.
I just wanted to push him hard,slapped him but ended up by moaning his name.
I could easily feel his manhood at my core.
It was all erected,hard.
He was rubbing it over my sensitive area.
He was groaning in pleasure just like me.
It was strange feeling but I had to admit I like it.
I knew, it was all wrong but it felt so right whenever I was with him.
The only barrier of our clothes were holding us,limiting us.
I couldn't able to handle his sweet torture more and I pressed him against the wall with all my force.
My hands were roaming over his well toned chest while my core was on his.
I couldn't able to think more rationally and without a second thought for a second I pressed my lips on his tempting one.
My hands were tucking his hairs.
I was fighting with his tongue to enter in his mouth but he was giving me hard time.
I was enjoying his lips,melting in his arms just then I realized what the hell I had done!!!
I could sense satisfaction,smirk on his face while chewing my lips.
A fresh tears came out from my eyes.
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As I looked in his eyes to found out any emotions he carried for the moment we shared,the kiss of togetherness or it was nothing more than "lust" or "fun"!
But his eyes were totally blank which increased moisture in my eyes.
I was numb.
For the god shake what I had done!!!
I knew this green eyes,this face very well it had its own charms and affection which I had already experienced in my past.
I didn't wanna experience same thing again,a broken heart which still beats for him.
With my misfortune,
Shivaay had those same eyes,those same effects on me.
Which always remained me about him whom I loved more than anything.
Maybe that's the reason my heart always became weak in front of him.
My thoughts broken by ring of his phone call.
I looked at the caller name "TIA".
He stared in my eyes as if wanting my permission to attend his own girl friend's call.
I remained blank.
He picked up the call,
"Yes baby,
I was missing you too...
No...
You know that I love you right???
Please come back soon
Yeah
I can't wait to meet you anymore...
I'll call you later sweetheart...
Love you,
Take care..."
He replied on his phone.
And my heart broken in to million pieces.
I couldn't have any more strength to stand in front of him and saw him how much he had effect on me.
So,I immediately left the place.
I could clearly hear he was calling my name to stop me but I didn't.
I immediately took the back seat in the car and covered my face with soft pillow.
And I started sobbing badly.
Why always me!!!
I just wanted to forget my past but then I had to come here...
Shivaay!
He was so addicted to me,wanting me,seducing me...Maybe loving?????
No,
He has girl friend that to my sister...
I always remained myself to stop falling for him,in his trap.
But
I didn't know how when where I started falling for him.
It was all my fault.
Please Shivaay,
Please just like today
"Always remind me to stop the falling for the idea about.....us!!!"
Shivaay came back and placed his hand on my shoulder.
"Anika...I'm sorry Anika ...
But we can't stay away from each other for a second you know that very well...
I didn't find anything wrong in that kiss...
Please Anika,wake up...Please..."he pleaded.
I was awake but I didn't wanna speak or see him or spoil anything between us,we were best friends since childhood.
Our family,our parents share a pure and strongest bond of friendship since their marriage time.
I had no rights to spoil anything.
He opened the door of back seat and took away the pillow from my face.
I was awake but pretending as if I was in deep sleep.
He cupped my one cheek by his palm.
And i could feel his cold fingers on my another cheek,he was tucking my hairs behind my ears.
Then he stared for a while.
Then he kissed my forehead softly.
I felt shivered around my spine by his mere touch.
My lips automatically parted as he pecked on my lips.
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- Writer
