RAIN I have been wondering since the phone call from Denver ended— how did he get a hold of those things that I had been hiding for a couple of days, weeks and months? I tightened my grasp on my cell phone as my emotions started to get mixed up with one another, I didn’t know what else to feel first if it all came down to attacking me. This is making me feel anxious to the highest level as if soon enough, I would even be frightened of my own shadow. What if I end up triggering Denver in a bad way then he gets provoked to spread those things that I’m afraid of? Damn, should I change the way I act towards him as of now until I can dispose of those? There’s also the idea of just letting him be then turn the table around if ever I get the opportunity to find his weakness and threaten him with

