EVAN
My breathing pattern severely changed up until this day. I'm currently sitting on the corner of my bed that is in front of the magnificent view outside, mostly the sky that is full of stars which I can easily see. There is nothing else that I can hear besides my heart that is thumping rapidly. I still can't forget what I did to Rain and Jean.
I'm a complete liar.
I used up the invitation letter that Jean gave me the past day. Yes, it really was made by my friend and I totally am feeling like I'm deceiving both of them.
I don't care if this is the right thing to do but, I seriously don't want Rain to get involved with him any longer. He can be alluring most of the time though regardless of that, he's basically just a womanizer. I have to think of some way to let Jean realize that h
