JOSH About five minutes have already passed by and mom still has not returned, I do not have any idea what she could be doing right now. All I know is that Rain is suffering right as of this moment and I am aware that she would be holding onto this bad memory until the last day of her life. “What do you hope to happen, Josh..?” Rain suddenly glanced at me after a long while and asked me that question which I was not really anticipating to hear. “Did you plan all of this?” she added to her first question. I immediately shook my head so that she would not get the wrong idea. “No, it’s not like that…'' I shortly answered, I couldn’t continue with what I was supposed to say. That I already knew that both of my parents were cruel, I do not want her to think that I already have the thought of

