RAIN My conscience was eating me alive, I couldn’t stay still at the same spot of the kitchen when I heard Evan’s question which was exactly on point. Do I trust the waiter, Josh, much more than my lover, Evan? I don’t even know the answer to that question myself. “Do you seriously believe that I trust him more than how much trust I have given to you?” I asked with much disappointment on my face, I held both of my intertwined arms with my hands. “You can just straight away get me out of your life if you wanted to, you know. You don’t necessarily have to initiate a discussion which you think would lead to an argument between us. I can’t even accept how you asked me earlier if I am willing to have a relationship with Josh after we broke up, as if you are way too confident that we would have

