RAIN
Even though I felt awkward that Josh is right beside me and trying to comfort me, I didn’t mind it anymore and just went along with what he told me. I leaned on his shoulder, covering my entire face with my hands as I cried. Minutes have passed and I didn’t speak, I was just there, together with Josh on the floor as I wailed and wailed. Forgetting that Jamie was with us, I tried to calm myself down even for a bit. “I’m sorry,” I shortly apologized when I saw that Josh’s clothes were already soaked with some of my tears.
“It’s alright. Stop minding these small details and just let all of those feelings out,” Josh advised and it really felt like I am safe whenever I am with him. It was a different feeling compared to when I was with Evan and it didn’t seem to be like I had this courag
