Or take that ill-famed famine. It was designated a famine and it became a famine. And my late parents were innocent of it. Although life in peacetime had long since come into its own, I wished someone would issue me with a specific order, to tell me to forget the Vorobeichik case, to forget the mud being slung at me by all kinds of petty persons, primarily Jews, to forget that I would have to rake over the past and peer far into the future to see what lay ahead. Yet no-one but myself could give that order. It couldn’t even occur to anyone else in the world. And so, I returned to Chernigov. Lyubochka was pleased to see me. Gannusya kept flinging herself at me, saying: “Daddy, Daddy! I love you, Daddy.” Only four and a bit but she knew what family love was. I explained my sudden arriv

