I want to believe Luke when he says he's pulling back because he wants to make sure I'm ready to be a permanent part of this life of his life. "Luke, before I agree to accept you completely, can we talk about Ezra?" "Of course," he responded readily. "What do you think we should do?" I asked,, biting my lip, nervous about his response. "Well, I know you just turned eighteen and probably haven't been thinking about kids and a family. So I'll leave the decision to you," he said, and this answer irritated me. "No, that's not fair, Luke. I won't make a decision for you that changes your entire life. I will say, though, that I love Ezra already and feel fiercely protective of him if that isn't obvious." I said, rolling my eyes dramatically. "I would want him to stay with me if you are rea

