misunderstood werewolf

confession

*warning: This episode has some adult content*

It's decided....I'm gonna tell him how i feel....

"Ethan" I spoke with a soft, quiet voice. "I love you" I said as tears started to flow from my eyes, and slide down my face.

He looked shocked and I was afraid of what was coming next. I thought he was about to reject me and it hurt, but then he looked really happy and said "Ash" with a sweet soothing, and loving voice."oh my god.....I love you too" 

I felt like my heart just stopped. To say I was happy would be and understatement. I smiled then he he leaned in and kissed me. I immediately returned it and wrapped arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. The kiss started to deepen, I wanted him so bad.

I leaned back, pulling him down with me, so he was hovering over me. His hand slid up my thigh and I couldn't stop a moan from coming out. He immediately pulled away which made me kinda sad.

"I'm sorry I...I don't wanna rush you or anything" 

"No... it's o.." I started, but he cut me off.

"No really" he said rubbing his hand over his face "I don't know what I was thinking...I should probably go."

He got up to walk away and as he reached for the door handle I grabbed his arm "No please don't go, you didn't do anything wrong and if I wasn't okay with it I would've stopped it.....I didn't stop it cause I couldn't help it cause I really like you and I wanted it too!" I said.

He turned to me, his eyes full of lust. Then he pressed me up against the wall his body against mine as he started kissing me passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and the kiss kept getting deeper. He put his hand on the back of my thigh and i jumped up into his arms and wrapped my legs around him.  He took my shirt off and started trailing kisses down my neck until he got to the crook of my neck which made a moan escape my mouth and I tilted my head back. 

He took me to the bed and lied me down. He hovered over me and I was kinda nervous cause I was still a virgin and I've heard it's painful at first, but at the same time I was happy, I really like this guy.

He kissed me deeply and passionately and I took his shirt off, revealing his abs and chest. He was hot, he had smooth tan skin, he's tall, blond hair and beautiful blue eyes. He was skinny but had tons of muscles. You wouldn't think someone could be so ripped.

He pulled away for a second and we were both panting. He took his pants and underwear off.

"Are you sure about this....there'll be no going back" He said knowing I was a virgin, but his eyes were so full of lust and it was so hot, I wanted him so bad. "I'm sure and I never wanna go back" I said biting my lower lip seductively and took my underwear off. His eyes looked like they got a bit darker as his eyes filled with more lust and he immediately kissed me again. He slipped his d**k into me going slow to not hurt too much. It hurt at first but then it felt so nice. I clinged to him with one arm as the other covered my mouth to not let my moans out, even though nobody would hear but us, since the music was so loud.

"Don't cover your mouth, let me hear you." he said as he moved my hand. He started going in and out faster and faster as i clung to him and moaned really loudly, not being able to contain myself. 

That night I fell asleep in his arms, cuddling up against his hard chest. 

The next morning my alarm went off waking me up. I realized I was in someones arms, I looked up to see Ethan smiling at me and turned off the alarm. Then I remembered what happened last night and turned bright red. He saw and immediately knew what I was thinking of and chuckled.

"Good morning, baby" he said smiling.

"good morning" I said

He leaned down and gave me a quick kiss, but when he pulled away I rolled over on top of him and started kissing him passionately, but soon pulled away and got up and went into my closet to get ready.

"such a tease....but a hot tease." I heard him mutter the last part which he didn't think I could hear.

"I heard that" I said chuckling, peaking back in to see him bright red which made me chuckle more.

I picked out this cute dress. It's a very lacy, black dress, and under the laciness is a rose gold color. I grabbed black painty hose that and flowers laced on it and some black sparkly heals. I fixed my long curly brown hair so it wasn't a frizzy mess. I did my make up and walked out to see Ethan fully dressed and waiting for me.

We walked down the stairs and went into the kitchen to see Flash and Tara sitting down. Flash had already cleaned the house from last nights party which surprised me cause he's very lazy.

When we walked in he immediately snapped his head towards us looking at me with a glare, then turned his gaze to Ethan, but made it seem like nothings wrong, but I knew he smelled our scent mixed in on me. 

We said our morning greetings and me and Flash started making breakfast for all of us. Ethan went into the playroom with Tara to play with her while we make breakfast. Once they were gone Flash turned to me and pushed me against the wall.

"What is wrong with you?!" He whisper yelled.

He's never acted like this and it was scary, I immediately shrunk down.

"I.I..." I didn't know what to say, I was too scared.

He noticed my fear and his eyes widened and he immediately backed away.

"I...I..I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me I didn't mean to scare you!!! I'm so sorry!" He started talking really fast and was in a panic.

"It's okay.....let's just finish cooking." I said softly.

"yeah" He said quietly.

Breakfast went well. Afterward Flash went to take Tara to school and I went with Ethan because he needed to change and get his school stuff. 

Ethan could tell there was something bothering me, I hadn't said anything at all since the incident with my brother.

 "Babe, what's bothering you?" He asked, worry clear in his voice.

"It's nothing, just Flash kinda lost it a bit, but it's fine, he didn't hurt me or anything, he just acted different....I don't understand what got into him."

"why'd he lose it?" He asked curiously.

"I don't know, I think he might've burned himself or something it was so sudden." I lied.

"Oh....okay? If you're worried, don't worry I'm pretty sure he's fine." He said as he put a reasuring hand on my shoulder.

"Thanks Eth." I smiled.