Sitting by the willow tree, processing the information that was giving to me, made me look up, watching Max and Allen look at each other, wanting to break each other necks, made me realize something.
I realized the only two men that I had ever loved where once best friends.
In my heart I knew that someday, probably soon I would have to choose between them. This made me want to puke.
Why was the world so cruel. Couldn’t I get just a minute of happiness?
No, my life was full of though decisions, but some how it didn’t feel as a hard choice.
It felt easy, my heart had already picked its love.
I would break a heart and it would never recover.
Caleb walked towards me, sitting next to me.
“Can you tell me why this is hitting you harder than it is supposed to?”
He didn’t look at me.
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