My days are gloomy, I feel like I'm walking in internal darkness, I am sitting on the cold floor looking out the window, as I watch fresh snow, It's February already, life goes on and everyone going about their lives but me, I am so scared, Jeremy, what do I do if he dies? It's been a full month and my brother is still trapped in that bed the only thing keeping her alive is the young witch's magic. I spend my days here in my godfather's home, we have the talks as usual day and night
He and Mariana have been very hospitable though I hardly see her and I don't want to or anyone for that matter, the last time I saw my mate, was that night I almost killed that man and fed on those kids, I feel bad, why did I do that? I just didn't want to be the only one in pain. I felt suffocated, everyone w
