Felix I took a bouquet to her. Her favorite flowers are white Lilies. I could not help acting like her husband for real. To me, it felt real. I wanted it to be real and one day I was going to be her husband. Every day my love for her increases and it kills me inside to not be able to shout it on the rooftops. I guess that is not necessary because our eyes convey everything we can't say to each other. Although she says she is not ready for a relationship, her eyes say something else. They tell me that she wants to forget about everything bad in her life and embrace in my arms. She wants me to love her like no one ever has and she wants to love me back the same way. The eyes never lie. If she would allow I would take her somewhere far away, probably to an island with beautiful sceneries o

