!! This chapter contains self harm !! If you're not comfortable with it, I will put a warning where you can skip it!!
- J O S H U A -
I couldn't sleep. The thought of having a panic attack scares me. The fact that I promised Casey not to depend on Xanax haunts me.
I had a panic attack after she left, my doubts and my fears of being left alone with the demons triggered it. Truth be told, one Xanax pill stopped my panic attack. I couldn't control my breathing.
I didn't call Casey.
Don't want to be a bother to her, she just left.
Now, here I am. Staring at my blank ceiling, thinking of her again.
The way she visited my dreams, haunted me. She's an angel, but in there, she's different.
Her eyes are not the same ones I came to know. There were no emotion in them and that scares me.
Tos
