- J O S H U A - "Joshua Leslie Michaels, what did you do?!" A voice shouted. I woke up alarmed but I instantly regret sitting up quickly. My head pounded and I shut my eyes in pain. f*****g hangover. "I asked you, what did you do?!" Mom shouted again. Please stop. You're making it worse. I raised a hand at her, as if saying I'll explain. She understood me and I stood up, tried to walk normally to the bathroom. I entered and locked the door to fix myself. Dark circles under my eyes, unruly black hair, my pale skin is even more pale. What is wrong with me? I washed my face and did my business before explaining to mom. I stared at the blade near the faucet, contemplated whether to use it or not. Not now. Mother greeted me with a scowl on her face that I haven't seen since a few mont

