The Last Letter

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Chapter LIX

[WARNING: 18+ CONTENTS]

He took a few bites of it but I can’t seem to comprehend his reaction. When he noticed that I was still waiting and expect what he thought of the food, he stopped chewing.

“It’s good.” He said and smiled.

I laughed a little. “Okay, continue on eating that. I was just wondering if that kind of taste suits your palate. So I could possibly cook you some home meals sometimes.”

He smiled at what I said. “Honestly, I don’t find it appetizing but don’t get me wrong, it’s good. It’s just that pasta dishes don't suit me. I’m more of a traditional dishes lover but no matter what food you serve me, as long as it’s you who cooked it I’ll definitely eat it. Don’t worry.” He took a bite again and winked at me.

“Don’t force yourself to eat that. There’s some chicken in the other container, I think you’ll like it better.” I opened the other tupperwares beside him. I picked up some of the chicken tenders and put it in his mouth. He gladly accepted it and based on his reaction now, I think he likes this one better than the pasta.

“Way better.” He said as soon as he finished it. I just nodded and also picked some for myself to eat. It’s been five hours since I last ate something so I’m kind of hungry now, but not really that hungry.

He arranged the tupperwares and put them down on my bedside table. He went closer and wrapped his arms around me. As usual, it feels warm and comforting between his arms. I miss this so much even though it’s just been two weeks.I closed my eyes as I feel so comfortable and I kind of want to sleep in his arms right now. But I know I can’t since someone might enter the room anytime. Although that seems impossible, we should be careful at all times.

“Are you tired?” He whispered.

“Kinda. I just feel like a baby in your arms that I can’t help but feel sleepy.” I said. He chuckled and pulled me tighter in between his arms.

“I missed you so much.” He whispered and kissed my left temple. I opened my eyes, looked at him and smiled. “I miss you too.” I said.

He closed the gap between us and kissed me on the lips gently. I closed my eyes as I felt the warmth and affection August gives me, it made me giggle inside. He was holding me as if I was a fragile glass.

This is what my body has been longing for two weeks that I haven’t seen him. I can't believe it was real that you long for your lover’s affection when he/she is away from you. I actually had experienced missing August so much when I stayed in the farm.

When I felt that he started to move his lips, I did the same too. I am still learning about this stuff because I also want to please August just like how he pleases me in our every kiss.

I sat straight, breaking our kiss for a second. I faced him, still sitting and placed my arms around his neck. Understanding what I want to do, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

I don’t know but I think I aggressively kissed him again when he suddenly hissed and I felt him smile between the movements of our lips. I was already out of my mind when I did that but he returned the kiss the same way. It made me smile between our kisses.

I pulled his head closer to mine to deepen our making out session, something I always do. He doesn’t complain though whenever I do this and in fact, I think he loves it.

To my surprise, he pushed me down my bed and stopped our kiss. He remained sitting while I was confusedly looking at him. It was like that night when we stopped kissing as we realized we might get to something further than just making out. I took a deep breath and laid on my bed completely but still, I was just staring at him. His face was blank but there was a sign of aggression in his eyes. Instead of feeling scared, it makes me feel more drawn into him.

He was just staring at me and I felt my face getting red. I avoided his gaze because my face might explode if I continue to look straight at him.

“This is why I don’t like it when we are alone in a room.” He whispered.

He stood up and walked straight to the door. I thought he decided to head out now but I was shocked when he locked the doors and made sure no one could open it from the outside. He also put my door in a double lock, where you can lock it on the inside and it can never be opened on the outside. Except of course, when someone breaks the door open.

Afterwards, he walked to me again while unbuttoning the two buttons of his polo shirt. I was still lying down when he went on top of me and proceeded to remove his whole shirt, revealing the bareness of his upper body.

There was a little light coming from the window so it was the first time that I saw his upper body clearly. He doesn’t have that much toned abs given that he doesn’t work out that much. But overall he has a great body, not that thin and not that toned.

He was just looking at my face while he was on top of me. While me, I was scanning his body, sliding my hands from his shoulders, to his chest, to his stomach and to his back. He feels so warm as I touch him.

Ever since that night at the hill, this kind of moment hadn’t happened to us again because we promised each other that. Of course, there are kisses and hugs but it didn’t come down to like this again. This is the first time in 3 months. I guess we missed each other so much. Partly, it is my fault that this happened because I forced him to come in here when he doesn’t want to. And partly, I also want my body to be owned by him even just for today.

He kissed me again while he was still on the top of my body. He wasn’t giving me any weight at all. His arms were supporting his upper body as he kissed me, like a planking position.

Soon enough, his hands were sliding down to my face, then to my neck and then to my clothes. I am wearing a long-sleeved semi see through polo and an undershirt inside. He started to slowly unbutton my clothes without breaking our kiss.

When I felt that he was struggling and taking too much time, I helped him remove my top. Since I still have my inner camisole, I sat and removed it in front of him, revealing my chest and stomach. I still have my bra so I haven’t fully shown everything to him yet.

I asked myself inside my mind, “Am I ready to show him my body? It’s now or never Suzanne, there’s no turning back.”

He sat too and stared at my body. As a natural response, I covered my chest with my hands but he removed it and whispered that it’s okay. I do not have that big of a chest, just the normal size for the women of my age. He reached for my back, as if hugging me and looked for the clasp of my bra with his hands. When he found it, at first he was struggling to unlock it but after about 10 seconds, he successfully unclasped my bra.

Slowly and carefully, he removed my bra and had my bare breast exposed in front of him. The little light from the window hits my chest area perfectly so I am sure he’s getting a clear view of my breast.

I looked up as I felt my face getting red again and I also didn't want to see his reaction.

“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered. With what he said, I felt my face getting redder so I cupped my face covering it with both of my hands. I’m so embarrassed.

“Why? I want to see your face.” He said and attempted to remove my hands from covering my whole face.

“Sorry, I’m so embarrassed to face you at this moment.” I said, loud enough just for him to hear it.

“You’re beautiful Suzanne, you shouldn’t be embarrassed about this. Apart from my mom, you are the most beautiful woman in my eyes. You’re so precious, I love you so much.” He whispered in my ears that made all the hair of my body stand up. I removed my hands from covering my face but kept my head down.

“I respect you. You can cover it now if you want to. But know that I’m proud of you, my love.” He whispered again. He pulled me onto him for a tight hug. My body became hot when I felt my breast touching his bare chest. He wrapped his arms tightly around my back and we stayed like that for minutes.

Both of our bodies are warm for sure.

“Can we lie down for a minute? I want to hug you like this.” I whispered.

“Sure.” He answered and arranged the pillows on his side, still his arms wrapped around me. We lay down on the bed, facing each other. He was smiling at me but I was just looking at him with a straight face. He tucked my hair that was falling from my face behind my ears. He looks so handsome, now that I’m getting a clear and close up view of his face.

To be continued…