Chapter LXXVII- PREDISPOSITION I mentally and emotionally started to prepare myself to finally tell Ben. I just don’t know if I could do it before his competition since it can possibly affect his performance. I sometimes think I’m overthinking everything but I don’t want to stress him out on a day that is considered special to him as it is probably his major competition that will determine his future career. If I mess up, he’ll mess up too and everything will turn into a giant mess. If ever I’ll do it after his competition, no one knows what will happen. I do not know anything about his plan of confession since he hasn't contacted me yet. It was clear that he said he needs my help but I haven’t heard from him since that day. I even imagined a little scenario in my head of what coul

