untamed feelings

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TARA'S POV

" so miss STD transmitter, have you heard or not that your boss Rehan is getting married. Fewwh at least now he will become safe from getting STD, oops I mean now he will become safe from you. "

That stupid vishal starts smirking after completing his sentence and winked at me.

" oh puh-lease, you also know very well that he is not that type of person who will stick to one girl. He's a player and who will know this thing, better then me."

I mumbled harshly while flipping my hairs.

After hearing to my words, his jaw starts clenching and a look called anger starts flashing over his face.

" you know what Tara, I never thought of you that low. First you freaking dumped me only because I was unable to accompany you on your stupid shopping. Then after that you started f*****g my best friend Rehan. And now you are saying all these s**t?"

He points bitterly while grabbing my waist and pulling me closer to him. 

I just rolled my eyes in response and started looking everywhere but him.

" I am warning you, if you will create any scene in his marriage then I SWEAR TARA I WILL MAKE YOUR LIFE, LIVING HELL."

He shouted sarcastically while stressing over his last sentence. 

For few seconds I felt like taken back but instead of saying anything, I just pushed him hardly away from me.

" I don't need to do anything my dear ex boyfriend because Rehan will definitely not become a sucker like you who will stick to one girl. "

I completed my sentence without much thinking.

Hell, wrong choice of words!

" thanks for reminding me the reason that why I hate you so much. "

He calmly said while staring me.

Yah, like I care!

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Maiyra's pov

Life is always unpredictable! 

It always throw those things to us, which are hard to accept. 

But once we accept it, maybe a hope of happiness could develop.

Maybe!

I closed my eyes tightly and ties my hair up in a messy bun. 

As I open my eyes, I spot my reflection in the mirror. 

My lips instantly twitches into a strange smile Because of the girl who is looking from the mirror.

Some peoples find insecurity running in their reflection. They find the reasons, which will make them to feel hated by the world. But there are some other peoples also who only see confidence running in their reflection. 

And instead of falling into either of these categories, I always spot a broken girl in my reflection who is smiling.

I just hope that the path on which I am going to step, will bring happiness in Rehan's life.

Happiness really?

What I am thinking?

I want to marry him , so that I can help him. 

But the fear of something strange is chilling my spine.

Will I be able to help him? 

Will he will allow me to do so?

Though, I really want to fill his life with happiness because I believe that every person deserves to be happy but without helping him, I will be unable to do so.

I bite on my lower lips slightly while looking at the pink gown which is lying on my bed which 

is constantly reminding me of changing into this dress so that the makeup and hairstyle artist can come inside and complete their further proceeding.

I sighed heavily and after changing into that gown, I called them inside.

Two girls walked inside and I welcomed both of them with a warm smile, they instantly returned the gesture by curving their lips into slight smile.

" Hello Maiyra, my name is Lilly and I am your makeup artist for tonight. "

" erh- Maiyra I am Sophie, your hair styler. "

I once again smiled at them while mentally sticking their names inside my brain's memory center.

" well we are hired by Mr. Malhotra for making you ready for ceremony , tonight. "

Lilly said in a dreamy tone while passing a giggle to Sophia.

" so let us start first with your makeup. "

This time Sophia muttered slowly while winking at Lilly.

They both are so sweet.

" But is it important to have a make up, I mean looking natural is not that bad ha? "

I questioned to both of them while hoping that they'll get the idea that I don't want to get makeup.

" Looking natural is a nice thing but it takes makeup to look natural. "

Lilly mutters while passing a wink to me.

" you are quoting Calvin Klein."

I remarked in monotonous voice while looking at my gown.

" But Calvin Klein models are so hot, my friend. "

This time Sophia chips and we all three burst into fits of laughter.

" You know what Maiyra, we thought that you would be like a arrogant, sassy b***h but I guess we were wrong ."

I raise my eyebrow at lily to explain the thing,which she had just said.

" you see, you are like soon to be wife of one of the biggest eligible bachelor and probably the most luckiest of all girls to get such a hot shot billionaire in your hand. So we thought that you would be like arrogant and rude like your soon to be husband, oops sorry I-i didn't meant like that -"

I smiled slightly at Sophia and assured her that I didn't mind what she said.

I sighed at her words.

Maybe she is right.

I am going to marry Rehan malhotra, that's such a big thing in it's own.

" Tomorrow your pictures will be showing on every magazine's front cover, so I guess from now you have to care about your looks from now on. 

Come on sis you are going to be Mrs Maiyra Rehan Malhotra, even the name sounds so hot. "

Once again Lilly and Sophia started buzzing in their dreamy voice while giggling at me and grabbing their kit for getting started to change me into another look.

Mrs Maiyra Rehan Malhotra.

First time in my whole life, any title is being attached to my name. 

Don't know why but it feels so good to repeat that name in my mind. 

Something warm like arises inside my heart and I just smile while biting my lower lips.

***

Standing in-between thousands of guests is really an awkward situation. 

I felt myself going out of breath because of nervousness. 

My palms starts sweating hard.

" breath. "

Suddenly someone's chill voice runs across my ears and a arm wraps around my waist. 

I looked over at my shoulder and spot that it's no one other then Rehan. 

I smiled nervously at him but as soon as once again I start looking at my surrounding, I find many pairs of eyes stuck at me and here once again my body starts shaking nervously.

" Don't look at them, just fix your gaze at me. "

Rehan wishers again on my neck, I followed his instruction and locked my eyes with his chocolate brown deep eyes and at that moment my body instantly feels relaxed but something unusual happens inside my stomach.

" so everyone meet my beautiful fiance, Maiyra. "

He suddenly speaks up while breaking our gaze but my eyes are still glued on his face. 

And after his completing sentence, he bend on his knees in front of me and holds my palm in his hand.

" Maiyra will you marry me?"

I just looked into his eyes and nodded in a yes while biting my lower lips. 

He let's out a egoistic smirk and slides a Diamond ring on my finger and everyone starts hooting and clapping loudly. 

I smiled nervously in response and he gets up while kissing me on my cheeks while once again sliding his hand around my waist.

My body feels stiffen by his past actions. 

I don't want to admit but the way he proposes, the way he slides that ring, the way he kissed on my cheek and the way his arms around my waist, everything feels so good. 

I looked at the shining ring on my finger and a small smile crept on my lips. 

I closed my eyes slightly and once again started remembering all those incidents.

I am promising to myself that no matter what happens, I will stick around him and try my best to decorate beautiful colors into his life.

I know it will not be easy but I will change those painful glitter from his eyes to the real ecstasy one.

" congratulations Mr Rehan. "

Someone's word dragged me back to reality and I looked at the voice direction and there is two - three persons standing in their business suit like the one Rehan is wearing.

" oh my, Mr Rehan you have really picked an beautiful girl."

I blushed slightly at his statement but instead of any other reaction, Rehan tighten his hold on my waist and forced a unwanted smile.

" excuse us."

Rehan said with greeted teeth and directed me to walk.

After few minutes, when we reached a place where no one is around me, he removes his hand from my waist and grabs a seat while crossing his legs straight on another chair and crosses his hands over his chest.

" Get a habit of whatever happened today, because from now on you have to do all these shits of being in love with me for public showing. "

He said in a monotonous voice while looking at me. 

I said nothing, just looked at him

" will you ever speak anything or not?"

He shouted while banging his fists into the table. 

I started blinking several times but before I can say anything he comes closer to me and pushed me across the wall while trapping me there only. 

I looked at him with a scared questionable look.

" I love this scared look on your face. "

He said calmly and while winking at me, he left.

I sighed heavily and leaned myself towards the wall.

His mood swings!

If you love scared look on my face then that's okay, I will keep that look in front of you.

I smiled at my idiotic thought and closed my eyes for some minutes.

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A/N

Sorry for late update, I know I have updated like after forever but don't blame me for this, blame my bloody evil exams for that. 

Well I was going to update after 21st December, when my exams will get over but today I was free as I am struck in the college to attend a stupid seminar. 

So I just typing and typing..

Usually my talent raises during college time, what to do? ;)