Gaby and Angarcia

The meeting

I knew from primary school that I felt for women. I had a girlfriend that I always saw as my property. She was not allowed to talk or play with anyone else. I always said to everyone:i love her. But they saw it as normal. As I grew up, those feelings only got stronger and clearer. When I was at secondary school I could never take my eyes off my English teacher. That woman was in one word AWESOME! She always had a nice smile and she was beautiful.Her nails were always perfect and the haircuts on point! I often fantasized about that woman and always wanted to know what it would be like to be with her. Luckily I was also her favorite so I got that attention anyway. When I was in the 4th grade, she and I once discussed it.She was the one who asked me if I had feelings for women because she had been observing me for 3 years. I told her honestly that i like womern but she told me that unfortunately she doesn't like women and if she did she couldn't try it with me because I could be her daughter. She also told me: it can be a phase you will grow out of it. I took those words with me and struggled with them for the rest of my life. When will this be over? Considering it could be a phase why do girls attract me more and more? I successfully completed those 4 years and went to secondary school. It got worse there too. In secondary school you are a bit more free and you see different types of girls. I discovered again and again that I liked girls but tried to suppress that feeling.

On my 18th birthday my mother said: you are now a grown women Gaby, if you have a boyfriend you can bring him home. I started laughing and said: a boyfriend?? Not really mommy!! I was shy and started blushing. She said: tes becouse i have a beutiful daughter or do you want to be with a girl?? not in my house she yelled!! If you have a boyfriend bring him home nice. My smile went back quietly because of my mother's joke I actually already knew that I would have to do everything I could to suppress my feelings. At school, a young man liked me. without thinking I started that relationship. I thought; if I take a boyfriend, those feelings for a woman will go anyway, so it will be fine. He was very fond of me. But every time we wanted to be intimate it felt weird. Calm down Gaby take it easy. I always indicated that I was not ready and he had all the patience because he knew he would be my first. I had already introduced him to my mother, so he was welcome at home.

My mother was a teacher and very strict. Sged was a school principale. It was hard work but she was ready. During my first visit to that school my eyes fell on a very beautiful slim lady. She was wearing black sweatpants with a white sweater and black and white nike sneakers. She had very neat dreads over the shoulders. Dimples in the cheeks and nice Cartier glasses. Waaaaaauuuuuuwwwwww Omgggggggg For a moment I thought Jesus was walking down that hallway. Who is that? I ask my mother? Oh our gym teacher. The sneakers are beautiful mom. Don't start Gaby because I'm not going to buy them. I wasn't even talking about that sneaker but I just had to say something. As if she knew I was impressed, she walked over to my mother's office. She opened that door and said, Good afternoon as agreed, can I leave earlier? Yes, said my mother. She hung up those keys and walked away. I want to speak to her, I want her to say something, only that was on my mind. Nice sneakers I said. She looked around and said: yes thanks. Did you buy them here? Angarcia is my daughter and from that far away she was already looking at your sneakers. Hi I'm An, Gaby here. From that first handshake I felt that connection. I looked her in the eye and my fantasy took me very far within seconds. She had nice eyes light brown with green veins. I felt my heart all the way down my throat. i bought my sneakers online. Ooo yes yes I said. I saw these sneakers online yes. True, only you have to have someone who is reliable otherwise they will not get to you as fast as possible, it sounded from her side. But I'm going to talk to you very soon I have to go to school and she left. School I asked my mother? She still teaches mon how should she after school. Yes she is a teacher but she is still studying.

I've been fantasizing all day and thinking about that teacher. How can a woman be so beautiful?? How can a woman shine like that? How can a woman be so special? She was the most beautiful woman on earth to me. I couldn't keep my mind off that lady and decided to visit my mother more often. Because gymnastics is something a bit more free subject and my mother didn't want me in the office all the time, so I went to their gym. Supposedly I was doing schoolwork but I was literally going to impress. I have never made so much fashion in my life and soon I got the name: fashion doll and also from her. She was chill so the chat started quickly. I felt good and got butterflies in my stomach as soon as I saw her. I now knew for sure I was in love and yes not just in love hopelessly in love!!!!!!!!!

Without my noticing, angarcia observed me. I was watching her give soccer lessons when she suddenly asked afterwards: Do you like women??? I was shocked and yelled no not at all! Hmm ok sorry I asked she said. I felt so stupid for the first time in my life. why did you say no you i***t, ridiculous I scolded myself terribly. So that she wouldn't notice I took a book and started reading. I was constantly beeping to see if she looked at me and every time that was the feeling. Sjesssss sure she thinks I'm stupid. I got mad at myself got up and walked away .. I went home that day and was annoyed at everything and everyone and got into a fight with my boyfriend just because he asked me where his charger was. listen are you looking for your stupid charger seach it yourself !!! But gaby why so rough? He looked at me in disbelief and asked me again what was going on. Go away i yelled And he left. I thought I'd regret it later, but all that afternoon my mind was all about that stupid mistake I'd made. I just had to say yes who knows she might think differently about me and want me, who knows maybe she had a crush on me too. I've been really stupid!!!

I went back to school the next day and before I could say anything, Angarcia stepped over to me. Fashion doll cover set? I noticed you were feeling very uncomfortable yesterday. Sorry I asked hey. I don't want you to think differently about me. I have an open bond with all my students and see you as one of them. Should I say it or not I thought to myself? I started laughing and said: no, don't mind and i walked away. After school, my mother, as always, was still explaining so much. Angarcia was still in the room so I walked over to her. She was cleaning up. hii fashion doll thought you were already gone. No my mother always has so much time. Do I need to help you I asked? No don't worry everything is under control she said. Miss Angarcia, I really just came to tell you that I lied yesterday. I really have feelings for women but I was shocked when you asked so openly, I try to suppress my feelings but every time I see you everything comes up again.

Miss Angarcia was shocked and looked at me with the beautiful round eyes ....

To be continued?