I rested on my back once I got to my room, didn’t feel the need to slide out of my gown as Edgar had made it much easier to breath in with.
My hands navigated to the growing miracle that I now fed all of my love into. Hoping that with it, the child would live a far better life than I had.
Even if the little one didn’t know his or her father in the future, I plan to give it enough affection for three parents.
As for the rest...
I dozed off on the bed in between my thoughts. Edgar was the first person I had recreated in my subconscious mind.
His doting smile. His calming presence. He had been missed, and no matter how hard I tried ignoring it, this part of me couldn’t easily shake him off.
Like he was a random stranger that had walked past me.
If I’d just left him alone, as something
