-Octavia-
Why couldn’t he just leave me alone? Of course, I knew why. He loved me. He would always love me, and I felt guilty about that. I felt like I was dragging him down with me, and I didn’t want that.
I wanted to find myself again so I could go back to him. So I could let him care for me again and hold me, but I needed to be myself again before that happened.
I fought my battles alone. I always had, and I didn’t like people seeing me as this weakling. I hated it even more that someone I loved so much and adored saw me like this and saw how broken I was.
“What do you mean you don’t feel her anymore?” he inquired.
“I don’t feel her. Ever since you changed me, she has been gone,” I confessed, tears streaming down my cheeks. “I was scared of the forest at first, but I thought maybe
