Alpha's Embrace

Trust Issues

Brock and the search team came to the Orrinshire Forrest. “Sir, it looks like there was a battle here.” One of the men said as they looked around. Brock nodded in agreement.

“Do you think Alysslin was in the battle?” Laurel asked, trying to calm her fears.

“I am not sure. But we cannot leave anything to chance,” He knelt down and looked at some tracks. “These are animal tracks. A lot of them. But then they are mixed in with human tracks as well.” He stood back up. “It appeared we may be dealing with shifters. And from the look of the animal tracks, I would say two different species."

Laurel came to stand next to Brock. “What now? We don’t know which shifters have Alysslin or if they even have her at all.”

Brock looked at her. “We will have to split up.” He commanded some of the men to follow the larger tracks and he would take

Laurel and a few of the other men and follow the smaller tracks. “Be careful everyone and be on your guard.”

They all went in their designated directions. Laurel hoped that Alysslin was okay and that she would not get mixed up in someone’s war. Laurel was scared for Alysslin. Even though she knows Alysslin can take care of herself. She followed Brock and hoped that when they found her, she would be able to talk to Alysslin. She feared Alysslin would be in greater danger if she went back to New Hope. Perhaps if she finds the opportunity. She will sneak away from Brock and the others to search for Alysslin on her own.

Alysslin was pacing back and forth. She wasn’t sure what to expect when Tovias came looking for her. She was beginning to wonder if being here in their pack territory was wise. Could she even trust him with her secret? Can she even trust him not to betray her and give in to Zirf’s demands? She is not sure what to do or think. She also realizes that they have their own rules, but to have someone whipped in front of everyone. Of course, her father would have done worse. She sighed, was she even safer here than she was at New Hope? Alysslin sat on the foot of the bed. She was torn because she was attracted to him, but not being able to trust him really was gnawing at her.

Tovias stalked into the house and closed the door. He looked at the staircase then sighed as he headed upstairs to the second landing. He ran a hand threw his black hair. He knows he apologized to her but what was she really doing at the cave. Methyrth took the blame and took the punishment. Was she in on it? Is Alysslin trying to get on the inside to help bring his pack down? Can he trust her? Tovias knows he is attracted to her. That is what is making everything so hard. His wolf is calling to him to claim her. How can he claim someone he can’t trust? Tovias stopped in front of her door. He stood there and looked at it before he raised a hand and knocked. He was not sure how this was going to go. He actually was not optimistic.

The door slowly opened and she stared at him. She could see the distrust in his golden eyes. Normally they were caring and calm, but now there is an underlying current beneath the surface. Alysslin wondered why he was so mistrusting of her. She didn’t do anything to make him mistrust her. At least not that she knew of. “Can we talk?” He asked. His voice was cool and calm. She opened the door wider, allowing him to enter. He could tell she was reluctant to allow him inside. Obviously, he wasn’t the only one with trust issues. He mused silently to himself. She closed the door behind him. She turned to face him and he raked a hand through his hair. This was harder than he thought it would be. He met her blue eyes and they didn’t sparkle like they used to. “I need you to tell me the truth, Alysslin.”

She stared at him. Her mouth opened, then closed again. “I have been nothing but honest.” She finally said. Why would he think she was lying? What was he thinking?

He shook his head. “What is really going on?”

Alysslin frowned. “What are you talking about, Tovias?”

“Why are you really here?” He asked evenly, crossing his arms across his massive chest.

She frowned at that. “If I recall, you are the one that brought me here after I was attacked.”

“How do I know that you hadn’t planned it all?”

Her blue eyes flared. “You have got to be joking.” She was trying to hold onto her temper. “Do you also think I am responsible for this Zirf attacking me?”

Tovias shrugged. “It has certainly crossed my mind.”

Alysslin rolled her eyes. “I don’t believe this.” She cast her gaze back to him. Her blue eyes were like two blue flames. She was pissed. “That is a ridiculous notion. I do not know Zirf, and I certainly did not plan for any of this.”

“How do I know that is even true?” Tovias stated. His golden eyes were like two burning embers as his gaze seemed to see right through.

Okay, now she was fuming. He saw her normally luscious blue eyes turn to a smoldering silver. He was taken back by the sudden change. His wolf was even on high alert. Ready to come forth if Tovias needed him. “How dare you.” Her voice dripped with venom. “I have never been so insulted in all my life.” She seethed. She could feel the blackness enveloping her. She tried to squash it before it was released, and more damage was done. It had been a long time since she became that mad. The last time was when she found her mother dead. If it hadn’t been for Celeste, her mother’s best friend, she may have went down a very dark path of anger and vengeance. Alysslin began breathing slowly. Trying to calm herself down. She was practicing the breathing technique that Celeste taught her. So, she wouldn’t lose control again. Now she was on the verge of losing every ounce of control she had.

Tovias could immediately sense the change in her. He could sense the power flowing through her. He still couldn’t sense what she was, but whatever she was…she was powerful. He was not going to let her put his pack in danger. He rushed forward with the intent of grabbing her arms. He wanted to make sure she was restrained. He had no idea what she was capable of. As if sensing his intent, she moved at such speed that it left him reeling. Tovias looked over and she was now standing by the window on the other side of the room. What the hell? How did she move faster than him? He has never meant anyone that could match his speed. He will have to out maneuver her. He eyed her and her gaze didn’t waiver from his.

“I want you out of my room.” She demanded.

He arched a brow. “Need I remind you, I am the Alpha. I go where I please, when I want.” Then he smiled and it wasn’t a very nice smile. “I am not leaving until I get answers.”

Her jaw clinched. “There are no answers to get. I told you I did not know Zirf. I didn’t plan that damn attack.”

“We shall see then.” He answered, and Alysslin was about to retort. Tovias rushed towards her again and she quickly tried to go around him. He snaked an arm out and grabbed her. He slammed her against the wall. “What the f**k are you?”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.” She tried not to let the proximity of his warm body affect her. How can she be so attracted to someone that cannot trust her?

Without warning, his lips crashed down upon hers. He heard her moan as her legs quickly wrapped around his waist. He released her arms and they wrapped tightly around his neck. He couldn’t help but deepen the kiss and she answered him, making him groan. He knew that neither of them trusted each other. But he couldn’t stop himself from tasting her lips. He will deal with the ramifications later. All he could think about was having his hands on her flesh. He wanted to make her his. To claim her. Perhaps then it will be easier to control her and her actions. Tovias swung around as he held her tightly. Their lips never lost contact. He carried her to the bed and without warning he tossed her onto it. Alysslin’s eyes met his. She knew they shouldn’t do this, but she couldn't help it. She has to have him. To feel him deep inside her. Her body is craving it. His body covered her and his lips snagged hers again. The kiss was erotic and the flames within her threatened to engulf her.

Tovias reared back and quickly went to work on her shirt. She helped him by unbuttoning his shirt. Sure they had trust issues but they will deal with them later. Their shirts were thrown aside. His hands caressed her side as one of his knees settled between her legs. Her hands caressed his taut chest. He kissed her again and she deepened the kiss, making him groan. He pulled back and peered down at her. His golden eyes devoured her. “Damn, you are so beautiful.” He marveled.

She felt herself flush. No one has ever looked at her the way he was looking at her right now. Her hands continued to caress his chest. The muscles rippled beneath her touch. He loved the feel of her hands on him. Their eyes met. He lowered his head and his lips caressed hers. She nearly melted at the gentleness of the kiss. She couldn’t get enough of the taste of him. Alysslin deepened the kiss, wanting more and he didn’t deny her. His c**k throbbed for release. He could feel it pressed painfully against his pants. Suddenly, she had cupped him and he groaned loudly as he pushed into her hand. His forehead rested against hers. His eyes opened and met her beautiful blue eyes and they seemed to sparkle at him. He loved the way her eyes sparkled. He missed it so much. “I think you are wearing too many clothes.” She finally whispered and he slowly smiled.

“I could say the same about you madam.” He responded as his lips traveled down her neck.

“Mmm, perhaps we should do something about that.” She purred as she tilted her head to give him better access.

He leaned back and stared down at her. “I couldn’t agree more.” Then he proceeded to take her pants off in one swoop and her panties went with them. He licked his lips as he stared down at her. “I cannot stop looking at you.”

She smiled as her hands reached for the buttons on his pants. “The feeling is mutual.” Their eyes met. “I cannot explain it but ever since I first saw you, I felt this instant pull towards you.”

His pants forgotten for the moment, he leaned over and his lips caressed hers as he cupped her face. The kiss was tender and held promise that it brought tears to her eyes. She quickly undid his pants and slipped her hand inside. She wrapped her slender fingers around his throbbing c**k. A sharp intake of breath was her indication he liked what she was doing. He cursed as he reared back and quickly removed his pants along with his boxers. Her gaze traveled the length of him. Then her gaze met his and she slowly smiled. Tovias returned her smile as he slowly crawled back up her body and kissed her. His hand slipped between them and found its way between her folds hidden within her nest of curls. Her hips arched, pressing more firmly against his hand. Tovias wanted his scent all over her. So no one would mistake she belonged to him. He slipped a finger inside her and she moaned. He then slipped in a second finger and his fingers began going faster and faster, making her moan louder. Her moaning was music to his ears. Her nails were clawing at his back as she lifted her hips against his hand.

Alysslin kissed his neck before biting him and sucking. He moaned loudly. She didn’t realize that what she was doing was marking him. Marking a mate is something Tovias is firmly aware of. Shifters do it all the time when they find their mate. For her to be doing what she was doing, and not be a shifter, shot a thrill of excitement and possessiveness through him. “Tovias, now…I need you…I want you.” She said against his neck. He groaned as he lifted her legs and rested them on his shoulders. He stared down at her as he positioned his c**k at her most intimate part.

Their eyes met. Then he thrust into her. Her eyes closed as she cried out. “Open your eyes.” He demanded and she did what she was told. “I want to look into your eyes.” Her nails dug into his arms as he started to move. He kept the tempo steady. Being a shifter, his strength was greater than that of a human’s. He didn’t want to hurt her. Her hips met each of his thrusts. She wanted more…much more.

Alysslin scratched her nails down his chest and he groaned. “More.” She breathed. “Faster…harder.”

Tovias looked down at her. “I don’t want to hurt you.” He said with a groan. She felt so good.

“I won’t break.” She whispered, then caressed his lips with hers. He groaned and kissed her back hungerly. Then he reared back and grasped her butt and lifted her. Then he pounded into her. His hips moved faster as his tempo increased. “Yes.” She cried out. He spread her legs wider as he pounded her harder. He could feel himself getting close but he wanted her to go over the edge with him. Her back arched and she convulsed and cried out as her climax shot through her. She vaguely heard him grunt and shout as he came. His hips moved faster as his fingers dug into her flesh. He let her orgasm milk him for all he is worth. Tovias collapsed on top her. They were both breathing hard.

“Damn.” Was all he could manage.

“Wow.” She managed.

He collapsed next to her. They were both silent as reality came crashing back to them. Damn, he hadn’t met to jump her like he did. He just couldn’t help himself. He has been wanting her since he met her. Now he has to deal with their trust issues. Can he truly trust her? Is she actually telling the truth? He will have to think about everything. What is really bothering him was, what was she? He knew she was powerful. He could feel it and sense it.

Alysslin just laid there next to Tovias. She was staring up at the ceiling. She couldn’t believe she allowed herself to be seduced by him. A man that obviously does not trust her, and thinks she is lying. She wants to trust him because she feels she will need his help. She knows her father will come for her, and she will need all the help she can get. She felt the mattress move as Tovias got out of bed. She watched him get dressed then leave her room without a word. The tears finally fell as she felt her heart shatter into pieces.