The Few

Confessions

Abi didn't know where she was going, her head wasn't there she was just moving and didn't even know where she was going. She was in the basement on her PC in the communal area of the hacking center. She was typing, no she was hacking. Hacking into her own system, the system that kept all the personal documents for everyone in the building. She used the system that Red had built, no one would be able to break through that besides Red and Blue and they would not think to see the trail she was leaving. She was following a trail that was already open. Someone had already been in and recently. NAME: appeared on screen, she didn't know the full name, so she hacked deeper until CODENAME: came on the screen. That she knew. 

BLACK DIAMOND.

Then the page loaded. Cleo McQue, 25 years old Birthday 19th February, City of Birth St Louis. Lived on the 12th floor in a single occupant dorm room number 22. She scribbled the floor and room number on a scrap of paper and exited the program fully but quickly after that she headed to the elevator. Pressing the button it took her to the 12th floor. On the way up she didn't have any thoughts, just Red's words. Going around and around until the doors slid open. She walked down the corridor, it was like her heart was beating in her head, and into her eyes. Her breathing got heavily, she stopped at the door looking at the number 22. She knocked without thinking, she didn't even know what she was doing her hands were working interdependently of her head and the rest of her body. There was a sound of the back of the door unlocking. Abi hadn't thought, she may have been working she had no clue she would be home, but she was and she was happy, but at the same time she wished she wasn't. She had no clue what she was going to say or do. She was just here. Cleo opened the door and her face fixed into a huge flirtatious smile when she saw Abi stood there. "Well, nice to see you. What can I do for  you?"She was in a white vest and black shorts that barley covered her body.

"I don't know why I am here." She said quickly, "can I come in?" She added.

"Of cause." Cleo said opening the door wide and invited her in. The room was basically a studio apartment without the full kitchen, there was a microwave, kettle and clothes washing set up. There was a bathroom as you walked in off from the door. The TV was on and it looked like she had paused whatever was on before coming to the door. "So you don't know why you are here?"

"How did you know you were gay?" Abi said not looking at her, she had her eyes fixed on the window, the curtains were shut but there was a small gap that she could see the sky outside. 

"What?"

"How did you know you were gay?" Abi asked again. Cleo did not answer she sat on the bed nodding to a chair in the room near the window, Abi sat in it not looking at her, picking at her nails. "I know I am not straight or Bi, the thought of a d**k coming near me make-" She pauses, sick was the word she was trying to say. "I know i'm not straight or bi," she said again looking out the window. "But how do I know that I am gay?"

"This is a big thing to ask me, you need to ask  yourself." Cleo said simply.

"I have never met another-" She stopped again, "I knew girls that were bi or experimenting but never met someone who knew 100% that they were gay. A lesbian I mean." She added.

"Have you kissed a girl?" Cleo asked. Abi just nodded, "how far after that?"

"I touched a girls breasts once."

"Over or under the top?" Cleo asked.

"Over." Cleo just nodded and batted the bed next to her, Abi moved to it still not moving her gaze to her. "And how did you feel when you did?" She asked calmly. Abi didn't say anything. "Did it turn you on? Did you get wet?" Abi nodded. "And the other day in the closet did that turn you on?"

"Yes." She said looking at her, "it did, I want that I do but you're pushing me and I don't know..."

"Calm down." Cleo said taking her hands, "you're a virgin I get that you don't want to just jump into bed with the first lesbian you meet." She smiled, "at the same time you need to have someone who is understanding, someone who will take care of you and look after you when that time comes."

"And that's you yeah?" Abi said sarcastically.

"Abs, I have never had any doubt in my head I was anything other than gay. I used to strip my dolls off and make them have s*x while other girls were stealing their brothers toy soldiers so their dolls had a husband," she said smirking. Abi laughed remembering a time when she had stolen Ira's dolls so she could have more to play with because the idea of their bodies made her happy. "I always knew I was gay, before I even knew what it meant. I have never wanted to be with a guy but I have."

"Yeah and you got so drunk you threw up on his c**k I remember." Cleo didn't laugh she grabbed her hands tighter, "the only person who knows this story is Mona, maybe Arro I don't know. There was this guy back home who I knew from school, he had a huge crush on me but I clearly wasn't interested you know because he was a guy. He thought that the only reason I was gay was because I had not had the right man yet. We were at a party and I got really drunk and passed out on my friends bed. When I woke up, he was on top of me. Inside me, and he wouldn't stop. I begged him too but he didn't. The mix of the booze, him, the anger, the hurt and everything was too much. When he finished inside me it was too much that I just threw up on him."

"He-"

"Yeah, don't say the word  I hate that word." She said quickly. "He did. The only time I have been with a man was because he forced himself on me. I never had a doubt of what I was, but in that moment I could not have been anymore certain." Abi placed her hand on top of Cleo's, "that was my first time at all. Man or Woman." She said, "he took that from me, and I won't let anyone ruin your first time. If you'd let me." She said smile taking her face in her hand running her thumb down her cheek bone. "But I wont do anything you don't want or you are not ready for. But I don't know why but since the day in the closet, you have not left my head, I can not stop thinking about what you would be like on top of me, naked and screaming my name. It wont get out." She said dropping her eyes from Abi, "for some reason I want this more than I really should."

Abi took Cleo's chin and raised it to look her in the eye genitally pressing her lips against hers. Cleo seemed to melt when she realized what was happening. She didn't resist but kissed her back. Slipping her tongue between Abi's lips and into her mouth feeling her tongue against hers. Abi took the back of Cleo's neck in her hand feeling her long soft white blonde hair in her fingers, she smelt of vanilla, subtle and understated. Cleo took Abi's face in both of her hands holding it close to hers so it was harder to pry her lips apart. Abi lightly smiled as she felt the urgency of the kiss go and the more passionate it became the firmer Cleo pushed her lips against Abi's mouth. Abi felt as the heat from her core grew stronger. She was getting wet and her head was begging for more. She could feel the muscles inside her v****a begging for any kind of stimulation. Cleo eventually pulled her lips from Abi's resting her forehead against hers. "I don't want to push you more than this,"she said breathlessly.

"Well I think I am pretty sure I am gay." Abi replied kissing her lips again. 

"Abi stop," Cleo said as Abi moved her lips down her neck.

"I don't want to." Abi replied kissing her neck fiercely. 

"I am not taking you all the way tonight." Cleo said laying Abi down on her head straddling over her each side, "but lets break another mile stone." She said pulling her top off. She had a red lace bra on that pushed her breasts up perfectly. They looked almost as good as they did a few days before when Abi had seen them bare in the closet. "Touch all you want sweetie." She said pulling her hair back so Abi had full access to her chest. Abi's hands didn't wait a second moving up her chiseled stomach and feeling the material of the bra. She cupped her breast in one hand feeling the material give to the pressure of her grip. "I can take it off if you want?" Cleo said smirking, Abi didn't answer and say up meeting her face to face. She went back to kissing her neck as she reached around her back and un-hooked her bra of pulling it off and dropping it on the floor. Her lips still pressed against the warm skin on her neck, feeling the pulse in her neck pick up as her hands started to wander down to her now bare boobs. she traced the n****e with her thumb feeling it grow harder and harder at more of a touch. Nested in her neck, touching her tit's firmly but soft a gasp escaped Cleo's mouth. "Abs." 

"Yes?" Abi replied while kissing her collar bone. "Can I help?" Cleo didn't reply but Abi moved her kisses down to her breasts taking the bullet like n****e into her mouth. Abi got wetter, she could feel her pants getting damp her muscles inside her p***y begging to be touched by this sexy woman in front of her. Cleo rested her hands on the hem of Abi's shirt pulling it over her head and throwing it down off the bed, she explored Abi's body with her hands. Kissing her body feeling her tense as her tongue licked her breast bone between the wires of her bra. "Take it off." Abi whispered, without a second more Cleo almost ripped the bra off throwing it to the floor with hers. She pushed Abi down until her back slapped against the bed, she started sucking her n*****s, nibbling and using her hand to play with the other one at the other side. Abi moved her hands to her ass where she grabbed on for dear life. This woman was perfection and she was all over her. Cleo moved her hands down her body lightly pulling her fingers over Abi's hip bone letting her hand wander to the outside of Abi's jeans tracing the outside of her core. 

"God you must be gay." She said in her ear, "no woman who wasn't gay would be this wet." She said running her lips along the ear line still feeling the outline of her over the top of her jeans. "I am only going one step further with you tonight okay?" She said, Abi didn't respond in words just pulling her face close to Cleo's.

Cleo opened the button of her jeans and slipped her hand in her jeans. She kept her hand over the top of her underwear. Abi could feel herself getting even wetter, she needed her to touch her. "Please?" Abi begged.

"Not yet sweetie." Cleo replied tracing all of her p***y outside of her pants. "But I can not wait to get inside this, to taste it." She whispered in her ear, "you must taste so hot." Cleo said applying pressure to her underwear. "Do you want to touch me sweetie?"

"No, if I do I wont stop." Abi replies honestly, Cleo just chuckled. 

"You are going to kill me Abi, you know that right?"