GEMMA
"It shouldn't be Antonio, please" I prayed inwardly as I stood up from the floor reluctantly.
I walked slowly out of the bathroom and to the door, willing myself to keep my facial expressions and emotions in check.
I wouldn't want Antonio finding out about it now till I was sure of what I would do next.
My hands were shaky as I placed them on the door knob.
"Relax Gemma, take a deep breath" my inner voice said.
I took a deep breath and waited for a few minutes. The knock came again and I opened the door.
Nanny Emilia was standing at the door and I heaved a sigh of relief when I saw her.
"Nanny Emilia" I called out, my tears threatening to fall.
"Child, I came into your room last night to serve you dinner and saw that you're sleeping, so I didn't bother. Are you hungry? Brea
