Ice Princess and her Yandere Lycan Prince

First Sight

Pain! Pain is the only sensation I am feeling right now. As if my whole body is breaking into pieces. A pregnant woman breaks 56 bones while giving birth. I probably have my 206 bones broken.

My whole body is like it's on raging fire. Why the hell is it so painful? I am just having a transformation! When I read about it before, I felt nothing. But now, when it's happening to me, the only thing I could do is curse the stupid author.

I am burning! It's hurting so much. Lycan transformation is much more painful than Werewolf transformation.

I don't know how long this torture continued, but suddenly I was on all fours. My night vision became very clear. I could see everything around me perfectly.

It was too clear for my human eyes to ever tell, like watching an HD movie on TV.

'Hi! Lucina.'

I suddenly heard a voice very close.

'Who?'

'I am Cecil. You can say I am you. Another form of you. I am your Lycan form. I am the same consciousness as you.'

'So we are the same people, not different entities?'

'Yes! We aren't different. There's no such thing as two people in one body.'

'So it's true! Wait! Where did you know it from? How could you know this phrase?'

'Haha. I told you we are the same. Not different people. I am from your soul, your consciousness. So I know your memory and emotions. I am not born from the previous Lucina Hoppers' consciousness. So you don't have to guard against me.'

'So you really aren't from her?'

'Are you stupid?'

'Hey! Aren't we the same? Why are you insulting yourself?'

'Point.'

'So if we are the same soul, why are we divided?'

'You need a balance to switch between the forms. So, to handle this, your soul was divided. The beast side of your soul is transformed into your Lycan or Werewolf form. That's why vampires don't have different forms in them. Because they are the same as humans. The difference is, one is prey, the other is the hunter.'

'Aha! Now I get it. So these people just overreacted about the whole situation?'

'It seems so.'

'Uff! Saved me from worries. I was thinking about how to face the Lycan and live in peace with it.'

'So Lucy, what should we do now? We seemed to have avoided our death notice.'

'Yes! We didn't move from our original place. And we didn't enter the forbidden forest. So we just need to wait for our mate to rescue us.'

'Seems fine.'

'Wait! I have been talking with you for so long that I forgot. I am still in the Lycan form! Man, I am still in four paws!'

'You wanna see yourself? Just go beside the lake.'

I didn't wait to reply to her. I ran towards the lake. It's really awesome running on all fours. Every hearing is much stronger than before. Just like seeing.

I ran beside the lake. When I looked in the water, I could see clear as day in the moonlight.

White! Pure white is the color of my fur. With blue eyes! It's really beautiful! As if I have snow all over my body. I am truly mesmerized by myself. That doesn't mean I am a narcissist.

'Hey Cecil, do you want control?'

'Sure.'

'Well, you can have it now!'

In just a snap, I was in the backdrop. It's like you are sitting on a fluffy comfy sofa watching TV. I could see everything just like before. The only difference is I can't control where I am looking or walking. Those are in her control.

'Cecil, I got another question. So do you have to mate in the beast form?'

'You want me to do that? No offense, but just because I am in the Lycan form, do I have to be beasty? Can't you give me control of your body?'

'Of course you can have it. Since we are one and can't live without the other, of course, I won't be afraid of backstabbing. You know what? I am just confused: how do you know all this Lycan and Werewolf knowledge?'

'The moment I was conscious, as if someone had inputted lots of information inside me. All the Werewolf and Lycan stuff. It was quite heavy. That's why I know so much.'

'That explains. Wait! Cecil, did we get the powers we wanted? That creepy destiny should give us what we wanted, right? If he dared not give us, I am going to cause suicide right now.'

'Calm down! Let's think peacefully. We wanted a shield like Bella. Is there any way to know it? Let's feel it. Like Bella. Remember Bella's training scenes? Let's go for it. I am giving you control back.'

''I could even feel the elasticity of my shield more exactly now—feel that it was not a band so much as a layer, a thin film that covered me from head to toe. With the anger rippling through my body, I had a better sense of it, a tighter hold on it.'' —These were the original words from Twilight.

'Um, Cecil, let's forget about the shield for now. We won't even know if it really existed.'

'Try to feel it; you don't have to use it.'

'Okay. Let's feel it.'

I tried to feel it the same way Bella did. The shield, the elasticity, the band. I felt something tremble inside me. Like I really have a ball of things in my mind. And it can move. Although not like a layer or something, I could feel it expand.

'It's awesome, Cecil. We seem to really have this power!

That creep listened!'

'Don't curse! What if he takes it back?'

'Right. I shouldn't curse for now. Let's talk about the two. Mind reading could wait till Elijah gets here. Seeing the future could be done now. Umm, let's see our mate.'

'Then do it. Is he really coming or what? Let's see what will happen tomorrow based on him.'

'Let's do it.'