Fated To My Mate's Big-Brother

Controlling the urge

LUCAS:

I took every damn effort inside of me to not do anything stupid when she moaned my name in that way. It almost felt like every organ in my body had exploded and I forced myself to let go of her immediately.

Noticing my fully erected manhood, I turned away from Allison before she could notice anything and dismissed her from my room immediately.

As soon as she slammed the door shut, I let out a deep breath,

“You're not in control buddy, I am,” I murmured, but it wasn't helping matters. It was almost as if this damn manhood had a mind of its own and was willing to do what it wanted against my own will.

“f**k you.”

Going out there to find a hot b***h wasn't possible right now and because I had ditched Kane, he would never help me get one chick to calm my nerves down. Right now, the only help I had was myself and I had to do something about this bad boy down here that wanted something impossible to get.

Hoping a cold shower would do just the job of calming me down, I pulled off my clothes and stepped into the bathroom. As I stood under the shower, I shut my eyes, raising my head to face the shower.

My mind was filled with the thought of Allison, and I imagined every frickin dirty thing anyone obsessed person could imagine about her. It had always been like this for years, me thinking and dreaming about Allison, s****l, hot, intense, and breathtaking. But today, it was more, because I had heard her moan out my name like she really wanted me to f**k her so bad till she would beg me to stop to catch her breath,

“Ahhh, fuck.” I moaned as my thoughts became more intense than before, and this time, I could vividly picture a hot night, thrusting in and out of her like my life depended on it.

My fingers stroked my shaft in a frenzy and my moans echoed through the wall of my bathroom. I wanted to stop, but I just couldn't, I had no control over it–when it comes to Allison, there's no f*****g control so I continued, pitching my moans even louder.

This was exciting. I wanted more than this, the real thing, but it was impossible. This was as far as it could go, as much as I could get so I just had to deal with it.

“The real pleasure is right under our roof, we need her.” My wolf purred in my head, but he knew better that it wasn't possible,

“I know, but this is as much as we can get,” I murmured, but suddenly heard a sound coming from the door. I instantly let go of my c**k, tilting my head to the side to see Allison standing by the door side and I froze,

“What the…”

She just stood there, staring at me without blinking her lashes and when I tried to take a step towards her, she moved and stepped backwards.

Her hands flew to her eyes, and she yelled,

“I didn't see anything. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come.”

She rushed out of the bathroom, but then I couldn't let her go like that.

I snatched the towel from the wall hanger and raced to the door before she could reach it and I stood in front of her, blocking her path,

“What are you doing here?”

“I… I just wanted to say something, but never mind. I'll come when you're appropriately dressed. I really didn't mean to see…” she paused,

“To see me naked?” I asked but there was no response. Maybe teasing her a little would be fun

I took a step forward, but she stepped away and it continued that way until she had no way to take another step backward. As her back touched the wall, I smirked,

“What was it you wanted to tell me? If it was worth your coming in here and seeing me like that, then it has to be important. Right?”

There was no response. Instead, I noticed her eyes were glued on my chest, staring like she had never seen anything like it before,

“Allison?” I called her name, and she instantly snapped away from her thoughts, taking her gaze away from my body at the same time,

“It really isn’t important, Lucas. As a matter of fact, I forgot what it was so maybe I’ll come back next time.”

I stepped away, paving the way for her to walk out of my room, but instead, she remained in her position without stepping forward.

“Aren't you leaving?”

“Oh, yeah, I'm leaving right now.” She stammered, still avoiding my gaze, and began walking towards the door. As soon as she walked out of the room, I let out a deep breath and pulled off my towel before heading towards the bed.

As soon as I was done putting on my clothes, I picked up my phone from the bed and dialed Kane’s number.

Through the phone, I could hear moans and light screams,

“I thought you abandoned me for your girl, Lucas.” He uttered, but I rolled my eyes where I was standing, “Come on b***h, go faster. You've got to ride my f*****g d**k like a naughty little professional you are.”

“Yes baby, that's it. That's the right spot. So, Lucas, is there anything I can help you with?”

I shut my eyes for a few seconds, trying to keep my mind in check and control myself. I wanted someone to bend over and f**k till I make her go straight to hell. I needed someone to make me feel really good and satisfied, a b***h I can control tonight before I f*****g lose my damn mind because of Allison.

“Save some for me, Kane, I'm on my f*****g way,” I uttered, and ended the call immediately. At least this had to take my mind off her for the moment. I had to remember that she wasn't mine for real.