In Love with my Twin

13

Alex's POV

I walked into the living room and met Abi watching TV.

She quickly turned and stared at me her eyes widening.

I don't blame her though I look like crap.

I tore my gaze from her and climbed the stairs headed to my room.

I went into my room and slumped on my bed turning over today's events in my head.

My door suddenly opened and Abi came in. She sat next to me on the bed.

"Alex, what's wrong." She asked touching my shoulders.

I tensed up a little but slowly raised my head to look at her. She was staring at me with deep concern in her eyes.

"Abi, there is something I need to tell you."

"Ok what is it?" She asked taking my hand in hers and squeezing it lightly.

I narrated everything to her leaving out the part where Jace told me Brianna was his mate.

As soon as I finished narrating everything to her, she scoffed and released my hands, the disbelief evident on her face.

“What the hell are you talking about, you? A werewolf? What is this, some kind of sick joke?”

“Abi I'm serious!”

I stare at her desperate to make her believe me even though it sounds crazy even to my own ears.

“How can you expect me to believe something so outrageous Alex?”

“But it's the truth, look…” I look around the room for any sharp objects I could use and spot a small pocket knife lying on my table .

I grab it and turn back to Abi who is still staring at me like I've suddenly lost my mind.

“What do you think you're doing?”

I ignore her question and take the knife to my palm, making a small opening.

I grimace at the immediate pain I feel and the blood that slowly oozes from my palm.

“Have you gone crazy!?”

Abi screams as she quickly leaves the room, probably in search of something to help me clean off.

I wait for a few seconds barely breathing.

Surely after about a minute or so, under my shocked gaze the opening I just made closed off by itself and there's no trace of it except for the blood.

Abi returns with a wash cloth and grabs my hand ready to clean it but she releases it seconds later with a gasp.

After a few seconds, she sinks down beside me like her strength suddenly left her.

“You really weren't lying.”

“Yes I wasn't.”

I whisper barely coming to terms with it myself.

We sit still for a while and then she sighs and draws closer to me.

"Listen Alex, this is really so sudden. I mean you a werewolf?? That's both scary and exciting at the same time."

"Exciting?" I raise my brows at her.

"Yeah I mean it's so exciting, if it's actually true. My brother can actually be a shape shifter, how cool is that? I Will ride on your back to anywhere I wanna go and..."

"Abi are you being serious right now?" I chuckle. "I just told you something that is supposed to be shocking and all but you are busy fantasizing about it?"

"Oh please I think having a twin that is a werewolf is tots cool." She says smiling widely at me. I can't help but smile myself.

All the weight on my chest seemed to have evaporated. It's like I just needed to see her.

I feel much more better despite everything that happened.

Then something else hits me.

"But Abi if I'm a werewolf then are we even twins?" Her eyes widens slightly and she scrunches her face in thought.

"But how can we not be twins, we practically grew up together and you saw all our pictures right from when we were babies."

"Yea you are right."

"Why don't we ask mum and dad?"

"No we can't Abi, I don't wanna get them worried for nothing. For all we know it could be a mistake so let's be sure first."

I respond feeling a bit restless.

"Ok fine. Don't worry Alex we will figure this out together ok?" She says biting her lip.

Fucking hell!

The attraction I've been feeling towards her returns with a magnetic pull to it.

I stare at her and all I can think about is how much I want to kiss her again, consequences be damned.

Without thinking. Tired of thinking I draw closer and kiss her..

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Abi's POV

"We will figure this out together okay?" I say squeezing his hands in mine.

My gaze unconsciously travels to his lips.

Memories of our last kiss flash through my mind and I bite my lips.

I shake my head and decide to leave.I'm acting like a deranged i***t, who the hell fantasizes about her own twin.

Before I can get up from the bed,Alex draws me close and captures my lips in a captivating kiss.

Instead of pushing him away I find myself pushing closer against him.

My subconscious is practically screaming at me but I can't bring myself to stop Alex.

He wraps his hand around my waist and the other flies to my hair as he draws me impossibly closer deepening the kiss.

Oh God how can something so wrong feel so right.

He sucks on my lips repeatedly, his hot tongue exploring every corner of my mouth like his life depends on it.

He bites my lips and I'm suddenly snapped out of my trance.

I quickly push him off and moved away from him.

I stare at him in shock. What did we just do?

I can't believe I did all that with my twin brother for God's sake.

"I'm so sorry Abi, I don't know what came over me." Alex said looking at me with remorse.

"It's fine. I didn't make much effort to push away either. Uhm goodnight."

I say and scramble off the bed taking unsteady steps out of his room.

Immediately I get to my room, I fling myself on my bed hitting my head repeatedly.

'What's wrong with me?

How could I have kissed my own twin? My gosh I'm going crazy.'

My thoughts are a mess as I think everything over.

Could I be falling for my own twin?

No of course not, its probably because I haven't dated for a while now and I probably missed having someone to kiss.

I know, I will just get myself a boyfriend and then make sure this never happens.

What will mum and dad do if they catch us involved in that kind of act.

Oh God!

I groan feeling a wave of shame rush through me.

But I wonder why Alex kissed me though. Maybe he was just tired. Yes definitely he was tired.

After convincing myself that it was definitely a mistake that we both made,I take a cold shower to clear my thoughts and go to bed feeling restless.

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