Sam POV
After learning Zen's condition, I didn't want to hold a grudge against her; especially when I've misinterpreted and misunderstood her.
It was hard to know.
It still is.
I hardest part is not knowing..
Not knowing when she'll be gone and leave me.
I didn't want to think to negative but I can't blame myself.
I know she's got one shot of a chance by undergoing a bone marrow transplant. That is, if she finds a match. As soon as she told me, I volunteered. But you know how life robs you of second chances? Yeah, it sucks to know that things like that only in the movies that the lead or main role makes it 'till the end and lives happily ever after.
My friends have told me to prepare myself for the worst. Told me that there'd be there no matter what. But I know when the time come
