I love You, Goodbye

Chapter 4

I woke up with a headache. My eyes were still narrowed when I remembered that I was in Chloe's condo. I sat up in bed and slowly opened my eyes but I was shocked to see a man beside me.

"T-Travis." I slowly stood up but he pulled my wrist and laid me down on the bed. He hugged me tightly. Is it true that the man I love is in front of me? A few seconds later he stood up. I also got up because I felt hungry.

I went to the kitchen and sat down. I saw him pull up a chair to my side. Food was placed on my plate, and I was brewed coffee and sat down beside me. I noticed that the looks were sticky on me. He took my hand and kissed it.

"I love you," he said.

I did not answer him. I didn't say I loved him too because I didn't want him to cheat on me again. I knew he was married. I don’t want to be his mistress ever." I whispered to myself.

I looked at its red lips so I swallowed. I saw him smiling. He brought his face closer to mine so I backed away. I closed my eyes and I heard him laugh out loud.

"Why are you closing your eyes? Do you want me to kiss you," he asked me as if teasing.

I felt I was disgusted with him so I pinched it. I looked at him and I heard loud laughter. My eyes rolled as he applied his lip to mine. He also quickly removed it, making me look like a statue because of what he did. His lips I have long wanted to possess but now that it is in front of me I can’t do it.

"Why do I seem embarrassed to bite his lip?"

I love him so much. I love him more than myself. I heard his phone ring and I noticed that he ended the call.

"Why did you answer?" I asked him.

"Nothing," he said.

After a few minutes, I saw it rang again. He answered it quickly. I saw his frown.

"Hello, I don't believe you. Do whatever you want. I tell you I treat you like my younger sister. I will propose to my girlfriend next month. Please respect my decision."

When I heard what Travis say, I couldn’t help but shed tears. I quickly rushed towards the comfort room.

The pain is excruciating. There is no real happy ending in my life. Why does he always make me cry? It's heartbreaking if I can just stop it I've already done it. It hurts so much, I love him but he hurts so much. There are still tears on my face. It was almost as if I was a wet chick crying.

"s**t! Please stop." I whispered to myself. Naughty eyes still don't want to stop the water from coming out. I just cry in my comfort room because of how I feel. I tried to wipe away my tears. I looked up at the ceiling to stop my tears.

In just a few minutes I adjusted myself. I wiped my eyes and went out to my comfort room. I noticed that Travis was leaning against the wall. I just bent down and stepped to my feet. I was shocked when he pulled my shovel on my wrist.

I don't want to look him in the eye. I knew by the time I looked at him that this was the last I see him. I didn't realize that there were tears in my eyes again. I removed his hand and I turned around and walked again.

"Why are you crying?" he asked me.

He seriously asked me why I am still crying. Is he that numb so as not to feel that I am hurting? I wanted to hit him with the slippers that I was wearing in extreme annoyance. I forced myself to calm down and laugh.

"I'm crying for what? for you?" I sarcastically said to him. I saw that he looked at nothingness.

"Congrats, I hope you'll take a while." I'll pat him on the shoulder. I just stared at him for a long time with both hands clasped. "Tell me you need me I'm not leaving here," I whispered to myself.

"Of course, why would you make me cry." Who am I for you? I'm just your ex who hurt you," Travis said.

After hearing what he said I stared at him for the last time.

"Bye, be careful," I told him.

"Let's talk," he said while a few tears in his eyes.

"We have nothing to talk about. I'm happy you're not in my life now. I want you to be happy I love you, goodbye." I said to him with a smile on my face. After I said that I finally left his house and called a car.

After a few seconds, I saw a black car stop in front of me. I go inside in the car fast, my tears continued dripping. I cried inside the car and I don't have anything to say to the driver.

I just noticed that it doesn't work. I can't see his face because my eyes are blurred with tears. I heard him play sounds so I cried again.

"Are you okay?" he asked me.

“Where do you want to go?"

To my annoyance." I answered him. "Can you just drive? Just take me down anywhere and can you just turn off your speaker it's not pleasant to hear."

I was so annoyed with the driver that I scolded him. I calmed myself down and I also cried for a few hours.

"Are you okay?" he asked me.

Because I was so pissed at the driver I lifted my head and looked at him. I saw his handsome face.

"A-Andrei," I'm stuttering saying his name. "What are you doing here?"

"You saw me driving. Why you're still asking? hehe." He said while he put his hand on his head.